𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮

trust? is there anything such as that?

Afterwards, he started to move towards the stairs going down. I stilled in my position, unsure as to what I should be doing now. When the lucifer was about to follow through the steps, he peered behind me. Not finding me anywhere near, so he looked perplexed, his eyes eventually reaching me. I was dumb-founded. He rose a brow in question but I pondered if he was trying to challenge me. So I raised mine as well.

He chuckled innoticebaly when realization of the matter dawned upon me & he spoke "What are you doing standing there Rosa?, do you want to sleep on the floor right where your standing for the entire night?", he finished but I was still stuck at the way his plump lips formed my name. The way my name slipped through his tongue as if he had known me since forever. I shared my head, getting rid of the trance I was stuck in & followed closely behind the man who had shown me so many sides of him in only two weeks.

He lead into this room that was on the other end. By the other end I mean, this man has this massive land with twin mansions. We got out of one to walk straight rightwards for 5 minutes. As we entered the twin mansion, it was dripping with luxuries, heavy chandeliers, artworks decorating almost every wall I crossed. But the ceilings so high that the towering art pieces never gave the feeling of crowding space. Exquisite island marking the entrance of this double doored kitchen. I was ecstatic just thinking of all the things I would do if I ever had a house this big.

The floor was checkered in a contrast of beige & skin colored shades. The chandeliers, like shimmery diamonds hanging off of the ceiling. He had this lamp, the size of a microwave beside the 13 inches TV. I gasped like I was choking on water & I needed air desperately. That was because, one the lamp was a cloud. Two, it was an automated raining cloud night light Aromatherapy, air purifier. I would die to buy this, but I had to save the entire past year for invest purposes. It's at the top of my wishlist.

I almost pouted in agony paired with pure fondness. Agony because I never had this instead the Lucifer had it & I loathed him for it. With the unexpected breath that escaped, devil stood cautioned in a single move with a gun discretely positioned in his hand. I was flabbergasted but he was even more confused as to what had occupied my attention. When he followed my gaze, he looked. Amused. I guess.

With interest he asked me, "Is that what had you gaping wide?" And without doubt I shaked my head in affirmation. Then he eventually started towards some destination again & I curiously followed. He opened the door to a room at the end of the passageway & led me inside. The nerves though. I have this urge to just avoid letting people into my space. It feels pretty uncomfortable to me. I. I just don't know but I guess at the end of the day. He's my kidnapper isn't he?

I've trusted him enough with the truth concerning my parents. I can't stand him otherwise though, I adore his property doesn't mean he's gotten any better than before. I still hate him for putting me into his little prison. If he had to tell me everything anyways, why did he even put me through hell. The change in my expression must have become noticeable. He immediately fell back into his own stoic self as well. We were back at it again. The game of hate & trust. However the tension that rose now was unmatched. Unlike earlier he only backed away from the room without a word & shut the door behind him. I found myself in a puzzle. It's impossible to solve through the maze & it's impossible to escape as well. I am clearly delusional & I have zero idea as to what will follow.

So I did what I could. For now, I secured the door by locking it & blocking it by breaking the lamp pieces between the lock to jam it. So no one will be able to get through. I actually crushed the lamp that stood beside my bedside between the door to bathroom. Well, I just wanted to try & make myself however secure I could. I know anyone can still break in but that doesn't mean I should not take my precautions just because of the mere thought that I lay in the palm of such a powerful man.

Later, I checked the windows, under the bed, speculated the ceiling the bathroom mirror and more until I was satisfied. Then I went into the shower &got out as quickly as possible. I checked into the cupboards for anything & ended up finding a t-shirt. So I changed into this new one & wore the same pant again.
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It's 1: 18am peeps. I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking TT Someone please save me from mortification. Have you guys ever sent someone the screenshot you took of them *skull emoji* yeah I accidentally did that. Earth kindly eat me up