Chapter 3
So the guy I've been talking to on Kik. we sorta got in a fight. so basically he kept saying he was trash and I was telling him he's not so then he got kinda upset, then I started saying stupid shit that upset him even more and it was horrible.
but it wasn't his fault, it was mine. I overreacted, and I shouldn't have. but I think we're all good now. but I was so tempted to cut, and I still am. but if I were to tell him why, he would probably get mad at me. and I don't want that. he's really sweet and I don't want to trigger anything and him end up hurting himself. I would never forgive myself. I'm just a huge fuck up! I wish I could just die already. nobody would miss me.
The world would be better off without me. I wish there was someone that truly loved me. but that'll never happen. But that's life, what can you do?
I'm gonna spend my day watching YouTube videos and doing nothing else. what else is there to do anyways?
So, I'm pretty sure the guy I've been talking to on Kik hates me. I sent him two messages, he read them and didn't reply. I think he's still mad about yesterday. I still feel really bad about what happened. it was my fault after all. dammit, what if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I fuck up everything. I can't do shit. Ugh I hate everything and everyone. I always get put through hell.
Okay so I wanna tell y'all more about me.
1. My name is Rachelle
2. I'm almost 14
3. I have three brothers
4. I have blue eyes and brown hair
5. I like food and sleeping
6. I'm deathly afraid of clowns
7. Luke Hemmings is hot af
8. I wear glasses
9. I'm single af
10. I'm also ugly af
So yeah not much but idc
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13 and depressed
FanfictieMy name is Rachelle, I'm 13 almost 14, I'm from Tennessee. I have three brothers. I'm very shy and quiet. Until you get to know me. Did I mention I was homeschooled? It sucks cause I don't really socialize. I met all my friends at church. Yes I'm a...
