13 and depressed

Friendzoned

Chapter 5

So I was talking to my friend on Kik. (I think his name is Jake.)
And he friend zoned me. Basically I said something about nobody liking me and this is what he said "I like you" "not like in that way" "but like as a friend". well that's how you get friend zoned everyone. I mean, don't really care. but he's cute af. Not the first time I've been friend zoned.

I have so much stuff to do today omf. I have to wash clothes, take a shower, and after I do all that shit, watch YouTube videos because what the hell.

But I said ayeee to Jake today and he said that now wasn't a good time and that he'll text me later. I'm kinda worried. I hope everything's alright.

School is almost over. Summer is so close. about six more weeks of hell, I mean school. YAYYY!!

So I've almost finished with my laundry, now I just need to shower. then I can watch more YouTube videos and read some fanfic. we have co-op tomorrow and I don't wanna smell and shit.

Ayyye, I finished my laundry, took a shower, watched YouTube videos, and wrote some smut. which turned out pretty bad. but idc.
I have to get up fucking early tomorrow please shoot me.
Oh by the way single guys around the age of 14, IM SINGLE PLZ DATE ME!!!
Okay now that's out of the way.
*awkward silence*
Um, okay well anyways.
Tbh I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. ugh, I want cuddles. I NEED A GUY TO COME CUDDLE WITH ME PLEASE.
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I found out yesterday that one of my best friends was sending nudes to about ten different older men. and she basically ran away from home.
we've been best friends for almost 11 years. I never thought she would ever do something like that.

Well, my period started yesterday morning, fun. I wanna light myself on fire, then Jump off a cliff.
Stupid period.