Epitome of Beauty (ON GOING)

Chapter 4

(Credits to the song: Malibu Nights by Lany)

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"There's no reason, there's no rhyme
I found myself blindsided by
A feeling that I've never known
I'm dealing with it on my own
Phone is quiet, walls are bare
I drink myself to sleep, who cares?
No one even has to know
I'm dealing with it on my own"

Nandito kami ngayon sa BGC Club. Nanonood ng private gig ng ultimate crush ni Steff. Ang ganda ng boses niya inaamin ko yun pero hindi ko gusto ang ugali niya, masaydo daw hambog ewan diko alam. Pero naiirita ako sakanya sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan.

"I got way too much time to be this hurt
Somebody help, it's getting worse
What do you do with a broken heart?
Once the light fades, everything is dark
Way too much whiskey in my blood
I feel my body giving up
Can I hold on for another night?
What do I do with all this time? Yeah"

Bakit parang pinapatamaan ata ako ng kanta? Naka move on na ako, its been 4 years since he cut ties with me. (hope so)

"Heavy thoughts when it gets late
Put me in a fragile state
I wish I wasn't going home
Dealing with it on my own"

Napatingin ako sa tuwang tuwa na mukha ni steffanie, I smirk. Isip bata! Ibinalik ko ang paningin sa harap and to my surprise saakin naka tingin ang lalaki, lumingon naman ako sa likod kung may tao pa, baka kasi nag iimagine lang ako at yung nasa likod ko pala ang tinitingnan niya edi napahiya pa ako, pero walang tao sa likod ko 0_0 sooo! Ako nga?!! Ako nga ang tinitingnan niya! Ibinalik ko sa harap ang paningin ko at nangunot ang noo ko ng may makitang ngisi sa mga labi nito. -_- (Hambog nga) tsk!

"I drive circles under street lights
Nothing seems to clear my mind
I can't forget"

Nang mag iwas siya ng tingin ay napatutok ako sa mukha niya, Gwapo nga! He must be a Filipino-Australian, Hindi nakakasawang tingnan ang features ng mukha niya. He has a well shaped eyebrows that fits in his deep hazel brown eyes, and half triangular shaped nose. He also got that messy style of hair that really suits him well. He look so chic in his way of gestures and styles.

"Hoy!" hampas ni steff saakin.

"Aray ko naman steff!"

"Alam ko na yang mga tingin na yan brei eh! Don't you really dare Breilla" pag babanta niya saakin.

Napatawa naman ako sa paraan ng pag protekta niya sa puso niya, hulog na hulog eh.

"I didn't do anything steff, nakikinig lang ako sa kanta niya, masyado kang malisyosa" irap ko dito at nag instagram nalang. I posted a story on my IG. Picture ng Flavored margarita ko with a caption "way to much margarita in my blood" una unang nag seen si Albie nun kaya I turned off my internet again.

"(Get this out my head, so)
I drive, chasing Malibu nights
Hey, hey, na-na, oh yeah" pagtatapos nito sa kanta niya, I ordered another glass of margarita, I kinda feel a bit dizziness but I ignored it, hindi ako sanay uminom kaya masasabi kung napaka baba talaga ng alcohol tolerance ko which leads me for being tipsy already.

"Let's go home steff" pag aaya ko sakanya.

"No! 8:30 palang brei" angal nito.

"meron pang apat na kanta si Ace, lasing kana ba? Kumuha nalang tayo ng VIP room so that you can rest there for the meantime"

"No its okay, kaya ko pa.. Cr muna ako"

"Are you sure? I'll go with you nalang" presenta nito.

"No, I can manage steff, umiikot lang paningin ko but im okay, just stay there ok"

She just nod, and I started walking papuntang comfort room. Nahihilo talaga ako. Gladly I finally reached the comfort room. Napakunot ang noo ko ng bakit naka boycut yung mga babae dito, nakatayo din kung umihi, lumingon silang lahat sa akin at tila gulat na gulat, tsk! Hello si Breilla lang to oh! Hahaha Tsk. I just find an empty cubicle so that I can pee. I was about to open the cubicle when..