The Kim twins

Chapter 32: Confess thy sins.🔞

Jimin was pacing through his room. He made several mistakes. First, being born. If his soul would have seen his future, if he had known what pain would wait for him, he wouldn't have chosen to be birthed. His childhood was a happy one. He was a bubbly child. He liked to play with his friends, he liked to laugh. He was the same when he started university, up to the point he met Yoongi and Namjoon. Not to mention that his own relationship with his father, was strained to the point they barely talked without yelling being involved.

Second mistake he made, was fighting back at first. That only worsened his existence. The more he fought back, the more they retaliated against him. So he gave up. He stuck close to Taehyung, his only true friend, the rest of them either abandoned him, either started bullying him. Jimin allowed Yoongi and Namjoon to hit him, to spat on him, to dunk his head in the toilet until he felt like he was drowning.

They slowly killed his light. He no longer smiled. He no longer went out. He spent his time cooped up in his secret chamber, alone, away from anyone that could break him more. He couldn't tell anyone what was happening to him. He couldn't tell his parents, or they would lose everything. Taehyung couldn't do anything to help him either.

The Kim's and the Min's were rich, too rich to fight against. No one would believe him over them. Their words weighted tons, his word was a feather like weight. How could he fight? Taehyung tried, but ultimately failed. He had a scholarship to think about. Taehyung was the only chance his parents had at a better life. Jimin couldn't let his best friend risk it all for him. He couldn't allow Tae to lose everything.

So he kept quiet, silently praying to keep on going. It would have been easier to cut his wrists, or take a fist full of pills, yet, the thought of leaving his mother alone, him being the only child, was the one that motivated him enough to go through another shitty day in hell. The third mistake he did, was kissing both Yoongi and Harley. He had to admit, Yoongi was beautiful. His soft eyes, his cute smile made him beautiful, but Jimin was still scared.

Yoongi had a darkness in him that killed his light. Harley on the other hand, she was beautiful inside out. He would be blessed if he could call her his girlfriend. That thought terrified him. She had seen him at his worst. She had seen him vulnerable, a pathetic mess. Yet, she was there when he needed her. In other circumstances, he would take her out, buy her presents, maybe not the expensive presents Yoongi could buy her, but small meaningful ones. Pouring his love in every gesture, every date they would have together. He couldn't even dream of it. He was too weak for her. That's why Yoongi and Harley made more sense. He had no space in their life. Suddenly his phone ringed. It was Harley telling him to come to his secret room.

Jimin took a deep breath and decided to end it. He would hear her out, they would talk, and he could go back to his non-existence life like nothing happened. There was nothing else left to loose. So he gathered whatever courage he had left and made his way to the place that offered him solace. He gasped and covered his mouth with his hand when he saw Harley in Yoongi's lap, her back leaned on his chest. She got up to her feet when she saw him enter.

"Why?" Jimin asked, a tear rolling down his cheek.

Yoongi was in his safe place. Now, he had nowhere to hide. Harley wrapped her arms around his waist and leaned her head on his shoulder. "Don't be afraid Chimmy. He won't hurt you."

His whole body trembled in fear. He wanted to turn around and run away. Run as far as his legs would hold him. Her grip on him tightened. She felt he was ready to escape her fingers any time. He had a choice, she would offer him one.

Yoongi got up too. He softened his eyes. "Jiminie." His voice came out as a whisper. He knelt on front of him, bowing at his feet until his head touched Jimin's shoes. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you." He should have felt humiliated. He should have felt less than human, yet, he hurt Jimin so much that his own feelings didn't even matter anymore when it came to the younger.