Scarred ✔

three

.three.

I panted hard, her hands travelling through my brown locks, gripping them hard and tugging at them, her hips rocking.

My breaths came out sharper and my fingers travelled all over her body, relishing every curve of hers.

This is wrong . . .

I could feel her lips working their magic on me, and when my angry eyes looked into hers, they sensed no emotion in them.

Angry foreplay is not the solution . . .

My fingers brushed against her bra clip teasingly, and she moaned. "Just do it, goddammit," she hissed, and I smirked against her hair.

Stop this . . . You'll regret it. Stop this.

Our bodies brushed against each other ferociously, and I flipped her under me in a swift motion.

"Wait," she said and leaned sideways, opening a small drawer and taking out a condom.

Suddenly, my girlfriend's face flashed in front of me and I got up immediately, feeling guilt seep through me.

"What are you doing?" the girl demanded.

"I should go," I said, slipping my shirt on and buttoning it quickly.

And then I ran out of the girl's apartment.

I knew that I would regret this, I thought as I took a deep breath before inserting the keys in my apartment door.

And sitting patiently on the sofa was her, wearing shorts so small that I licked my lips subconsciously, feeling myself getting turned on at the sight of her long legs. She looked completely hot in those shorts.

I had never seen her show off her legs like that.

"Oh, you're back," she squeaked, and grabbed a nearby pillow cushion to cover her thighs, but the damage was done.

I smirked at her, slowly walking towards her; she looked like a deer caught in the headlights.
"Don't you look . . . " I paused, before teasing her, "ravishing."

It caused her to blush, and I felt my stomach do somersaults. To see her blushing was one of the most adorable and rare sights I had ever seen.

"You're awake?" I questioned.

"I-I was waiting for you," she mumbled in a small voice, looking embarrassed and flustered. "I'm sorry for snapping at you earlier."

And with that, the feeling of ecstasy in my chest snapped into pieces, and I felt like I was drowning in guilt.

I just cheated on her and here she is: clueless, waiting for me to come home after a fight.

But then, her eyes hardened suddenly.

"Sex hair," she commented with a sweet smile, looking at my tousled hair, and my eyes automatically flicked upwards. "Nice."

"That's not-"

"Mismatched buttons." She ignored me and continued, pointing at my shirt, as though me cheating on her was nothing. "Which means you were in haste while coming here."

"Listen, I-" I said helplessly.

"And you smell of alcohol."

Did I?

And then, whatever façade she was putting up crumbled in an instance. Her eyes showed pure sadness, detest and hatred.

I actually flinched at the amount of strong and negative emotions which were radiating from her.

"I saw this day coming," she smiled sadly, her feet shuffling. "But I didn't think you would be the one to do it. I thought I'd be the one to relieve you off me."

My throat went completely dry as I opened my mouth to say something.

"I have nothing to say," she said, and a part of me broke as I saw a single tear slip down her face silently. Then she just turned around, sauntering into the bedroom.

I hung my head down, and then my mind drifted off to something.

How could she not yell at me for cheating on her? Hit me? Throw things? Wreck the house?

I knew her . . . And this was extremely unusual behaviour on her part, especially for such a big thing.

I sucked in an angry breath and marched to our bedroom, even though I knew that I had lost the privilege of telling her off for this.

But I had too.

I needed to.

She had taken pills which made her emotionless; it blocked out the pain.

But too much of those pills could deteriorate her health.

And then I heard a loud crash from inside. That's when I realized, she wasn't going anywhere soon and so wasn't I.

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