always, a j2 fic

one

I laughed watching Jared drop his one and only prop.

"CUT!" The director yelled from off set. Jared let out laughs of his own and I walked back to my mark.

"You had one job Sammy." I snickered. Jared laughed picking up the prop and going back to his mark next to me. I looked at him and smiled. He rolled his eyes and waited for his cue. It's been a long day of shooting and I could really use a break right about now, but alas the show must go on. Besides we've been trying to nail this scene for about two hours now. We almost had it till butterfingers over here slipped up. The director cued and the clapperboard was slammed shut in front of the camera as I started in on my lines. Sam and Dean were discussing their case over the rabbits foot. A very funny script really. Jared was sat behind a computer and I am sat on a couch with a beer. Jared stood and walked over to me reading from John Winchester's journal. I opened the beer as he spoke. Jared paused in his reading on the verge of a laugh and I bit my tongue to not laugh myself. He continued saying his lines and I moved with him until the last line was spoke. There was a moment for the producers to make sure we got it and the director yelled "SCENE" followed by "THAT'S A WRAP." I let out a sigh of relief and Jared jumped up and down and laughed. I smiled at the idiot.

"We're done for the day right?" I said to no one in particular looking out towards the crew.

"Well..I'm going home. You guys can stay here all day if you want." The director said.

"Ha ha" I said nonchalantly. Jared laughed. A girl came around and collected props and I headed out to my trailer to change after promising to catch up with Jared later. I headed into the back room of my trailer and pulled off Dean's clothes setting them aside and going over and getting clothes of my own. I grabbed a pair of gray sweatpants and a black tee. Dean's clothes needed to be back on set for tomorrow. After doing so I headed back out to the trailers and approached Jared's knocking twice before heading in. He was brushing his teeth in the sink. He was wearing a muscle tee that was probably under his clothes on set today. I didn't know if he was planning on freshening up. Personally I didn't want him to. I don't think he saw me so I cleared my throat before walking up to him. He smiled with toothpaste foam dripping from his mouth.
It was gross but cute, if that even makes sense.
I walked behind him rubbing my hand on his back as I passed, and ducked into the main part of the trailer. There were couches on either side, a small table and a huge tv with wires coming from either side. I slouched down on one of the couches and looked out the window. There were people walking every which way and important phone conversations being took. I sighed and watched my breath fog up the window.

"Canada weather is weird." I said.

"Isn't that the truth." Jared said walking through the doorway munching on popcorn.

"Ahh gimme some of that buttery goodness." I begged reaching for the bowl. He stopped walking and held the bowl above him and far out of my reach. I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Stay."
He didn't have to say anything else, I knew what he meant.

I love the kid but I can't spend all my spare moments with him.

I needed to go back to my house  and wash up. Masturbate. Have some alone time.

But I wanna be here for Jared also, he's good company and he actually just went through a bad break up so he needs me now more than ever.

When him and I first met, I had no idea he'd ever mean this much to me.

"Alright I'll stay," I said finally "But we can't sleep here. Well migrate to my place later." His eyes lit up and in his head I'm sure he was bouncing off the walls.

He took a seat beside me on the couch and we watched a movie on the flat screen. He had his head in my lap and his long locks were down my thigh. When the popcorn was gone I kept my hand on his chest. He smiled like an idiot.

Of course I had to ruin the moment though.

"Beer?" I proposed. He sat up and nodded.

I headed into the kitchenette and grabbed him a beer and poured myself a glass of wine. I'm classy like that.

"Thank you." Jared said taking the beer from my hand.

The movie had ended and the credits started rolling.

I remember when Jared and I saw a scary movie in theaters. He practically jumped into my lap at one point. I laughed, but with him, and not at him. He clinged to me like I was Chuck Norris and it was the end of the world. Apparently, Jared has night terrors, or did when he was a kid, so he wanted to stay at my place. I let him have the bed and I crashed on the couch. When I woke up, Jared and I were spooning and he was sound asleep. I just squeezed him and went back to sleep.

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Well there's the first chapter, it's kinda short but I hope you liked it! Toss this book in your library to be notified when there's new chapter, maybe leave a vote and comments are SO appreciated! xx rowan