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My beliefs are a little eccentric and crazy yes I do believe in aliens UFOs siren head ghosts vampires demons and zombies but that's the way I was brought up ways to believe in what you want to believe and not because of what a priest or religious teacher tells you to. We all have a right to believe in what we believe in or whatever fits us for our realities. Tim Burton Mentions that that one person is crazy is another persons reality. That was a  quote I am believing in  created Tim Burton.   Tim Burton and Horton Tarantino are one of my favourite people most of my favourite people I should say because they are very imaginative very knowledgable and they use that in their movies or cartoons or whatever they produce with Tim Burton it's an imagination with Quentin Tarantino it's with knowledge and imagination so that being said. One crazy person is another real person to someone else it's not a question it's not an argument one man's crazy is another man's reality I believe in that whole heartedly it's not a question it's not a statement it's just me supporting my fucking foot down.
Know what I saw two years ago in September siren head and some people are so he's just an Internet phenomenon fictitious something that's not real but I saw the signature of sirens Indicative of siren head that being said I saw what I saw and I don't bullshit or sugar code for people who don't believe in these things.  Like if my father were here in certain Lysol siren head he would've lost his shit because he is logic based he doesn't believe in that stuff my brother Brian is the same thing he believes in logic he said what is siren head is it even real and I want to hear the word Internet Internet not real but what a pain in my butt because I know what I saw I'm not crazy but as I said and Tim Burton says one man's crazy is another man's reality it's just the way it is you know you got a learn the other person story the mother persons personality to really get to know someone in this is basically me telling you who I am as an intellectual and as a spiritual and eccentric person. Do I believe in just plain knowledge and what is that logic know sometimes or either my mind is playing games or I actually saw siren head but I know my mind is stable so I know what I saw was real. I still remember when I was a little kid seeing my father say holy fuck get the hell out of here and see this and I was like what the hell is he screaming about and I saw a UFO. Told my friends God teased of it.   I also know what I experience like I had lobster for supper tonight that's unusual but what is even more unusual is that I will disappear you know sooner what is not kidnapped or abducted by humans but it was actually Cheyenne that I was abducted by aliens an autopsy by aliens that's what I want I was abducted and autopsy's by aliens before I was your age of 14 and I got called a spaz out in the R word for it.    I am breasts to say that I have been abducted.    Interested and what other people consider reality what I am more interested in is what I have to live with and what I have to live with and I have to say and I have the breasts I would say the balls but I'm a girl so I save the breasts to say that I have been and truthfully say that I have been abducted by aliens are not hearty by them. Some people believe me yes to some people believe me know and the people that don't believe me get a big middle finger because I've been called a spaz out in the R word because I told the time in truth about my abduction. And there's other things like I've seen ghosts and seen the ghost of the family Pet A dog named Jennifer who died of natural unnatural causes burn a swift way of going which was true euthanasia she was getting too old and too chilly for OneDrive think she had dementia at the time like everyone else and everything else that's living you have your limits at some point. I do not like that dog at the beginning of my life but I think back of this dog, and think of the ball of fog with the actual dog in it the see-through dog in it and I knew it was Jennifer the dog. She was looking out for me because I was being bullied she was a dog she is to protect her pack and I was part of her pack whether I liked it or not and when I was a toddler when I was 5 to 6 I didn't mind her too much and like dogs but she had to go at the of when I was six years old.   That's why I believe in ghosts I also saw the ghost of a hedgehog and I used to have needles was his name I saw him walking around my room in the middle of the night one night and I thought I was dreaming but it wasn't the case it was the fact that I saw the hedgehog that was put to sleep years ago I was in grade 9 when I saw this and I was a I believe that ghost of our love ones and ghosts our national love ones love ones like the dog Jennifer and the hedgehog and my grandmother I know what I see I'm narc loony been so that being said I don't put up with shit what people saying your Spazzout your arm worded or whatever else you can think of is it to break or tear someone down because of what they consider reality. Think about when you had lost some thing or are you gone to any unusual experience yourself that you cannot explain do you wanna be treated like shit too because you're no you get treated with respect for me and you get believed by me when I hear that you had a very unusual experience extramarital experience a spiritual experience or whatever but I don't tear you down for it the kids in my school tore me down for being abducted in an autopsy by aliens for being and believing and seeing ghosts and for being ptsd.   How far away is crazy who I am. Why because you're jealous that I was imaginative to them imaginative creative yes I am creative yes I'm imaginative but when I say I've been through something unusual that no one else can believe it's best to believe.   I believe that in Tarot does that make me a psychopath or nutcase no because  or mentally ill no I believe in Terrell over the news.  People who watch the news I find are more crazy than I am to deal with it they're sadomasochist in my opinion to be watching the news and I don't believe that is a natural thing to do I'm still waiting to hear about the kid who saves a dog from being run over by a car or the kid who climbed the tree to save a cat from being stuck up on a tree I don't wanna hear about terrorists I don't wanna hear about serial killers or whatever bad stuff is out there I listen to the Taro cards in the oracle cards that's just the way it is here because they're more positive and more reassuring the news is more disturbing and if you like disturbing shit like the news you're fucking nice in my opinion that's not my reality my reality trying to be positive trying to be human trying to live the best life.  
My philosophy is quantity and quality in life I think you should live as long as possible medically and try to live the best life mentally and physically and emotionally and spiritually that's when I think I don't believe in Lisa I don't believe in terrorists and their stupidity I don't believe in their the news I don't believe anything because that's not a quality of life that is being crazy what is the quality of life being positive hearing positive things so I got to tarot cards Reiki and spirituality and Wicca and paganism and shaman is him I do not go towards the news and logic half the time because of the news and logic pick on people the news says that Gothic people and I'm goth say that Gothic people shoot up schools that Gothic people are mentally ill and a satanic that is not true I am Garth I don't believe in the devil I don't believe in devil worship that's just the way I am. My wife believe in Jesus no I believe in any of the prophets no I just believe what happens happens when you see you see and that's basically the end of the story and it's not the end of the story but it's basically what I have been what I've been through what I've been seeing is so unbelievable and half the people are saying yeah right and they start harassing me. That's not right you shouldn't harass someone because of your luxe the belief system in reality. Do you want to harass someone harassing because you're being a dick. I don't think you should hit harass the new kid in school or harass people with disabilities or harass other people that might have other viewpoints on reality like me I don't see or hear voices I don't see things that I know that are not there I see what I see I hear what I hear I'm listening to music right now and ain't  in my head it ain't in my head.   Am I psychotic am I deranged no I just a human being and have had a very unique life experience this is why I'm doing as three part trilogy is three trilogy of my life to make people aware that there's these different realities in reality and there's different types of love there's not trust heterosexual or lesbian or gay there is a romantic as well and there are people believe in the supernatural and aliens and other stuff so you eat it in a take so many different types to make a planet so many different types to make a world I remember hearing that from Bill Nye the science guy takes so many to make a world different things to make a world and I asked was important in this life to know if everyone was the same and everything was the same every fucking boring and totalitarian. No one would have a soul no one would have anything nor even have DNA we'd all be the same that would be sucky and boring sake meaning sucking cock it would shock the big one if everyone was exactly the same as everyone else no soul and boring and totalitarian we've been through this in World War II in the Cold War with communism and World War II with the fascism that we cannot be all the same thing. And can't believe in all the same thing it Hass to be everyone Hass to be different to each their own so I'm saying no bully you're a bully R and authoritarian drive very mean spirit human being who wants everyone to be like you well that's not the case and you're a shit.
I know why I was put on this planet not to piss people off but to make them aware of life in general this is what it is people are different people are not meant to be the same people are not meant to look the same people are in the form of these Chinese people have a cleft lip but doesn't kill them so don't bother them if they are cold ugly don't bother them because they might have another reality when she's there beautiful I could be somebody else's ugly I've been told that nobody would wanna have you know watch with me on vampire freaks.com many times you freak nobody's gonna want to have sex with you do I would and I would reply do I give a shit no. So that being said that's my favourite contacts in this book series is that you're not too the people are just call me who the hell they are I wear pagan make up I wanna goth make up I want a black lipstick I wear this I want that sometimes in the winter anything at all and that's just the way I am and it depends on the target audience and usually it's someone that gives a shit about who I am not because of I'm trying to please them I'm trying to please myself and entertain people. I'm not here to lie I'm not here to be crazy or to be wacko. What I believed in with a ghost dog with the aliens UFO and siren head these are real to me the truth is out there you just have to look for it but you don't want to look for it that's what it is. It's a blissful ignorance that people have and they don't want to see someone that speaks the truth whether it be political or whatever and they don't like the truth they Haidet well sorry the truth is out there the truth is someone who has piercings someone who wears different make up different shade of lipstick it's just the way it is that's the truth the truth is out there look for it or stay home and social distance that's what I think because I have told many a bully to social distance from me and that was way before Covid way before SARS and I said stay away from me and stay home if you want to be a pain in my butt and that what is what it was meant to be said I believe if you do not want to look for the truth and you hate the truth stay home and social distance whether there's a pandemic going on or otherwise there still is a pandemic going on is called hate. And ignorance there it is so rampant is worse than Covid. So let's just cut the shit deal with each other get along with each other we will have more fun and I'm not being the naughty kind I mean we'll have more fun will have more good times if we get along and not be ignorant it's easier to get along it's easier to smile and taste less muscles to smile then it is To frown takes a lot less calories to be happy that needs to be a pissant so that being said I don't try anything else, should I say anymore about this disgusting subject and people don't want to believe in the tooth and don't wanna get along with each other know so I'm just gonna end this trap class and is now because I'm telling you it takes less to be happy it takes less muscles to smile and takes a lot less of everything and a lot less effort to be getting along with someone it takes more effort to be a shithead and a butt head and a dick and a jerk it takes more of that to be those negative things where are you going to reinvest in being happy and have less fatigue and less problem is that your Immune system is up more.   
I remember hearing her when I was on one of my test Wattpad is trying to test out my writing that someone said that my book my autopsy that I was the very first book I ever ran on Spotify and Spotify but Wattpad very first book I wrote on Wattpad was Maya autopsy which was a fictional story it was a very Creepypasta it was a horror story it was something I was taking pride in someone tore me down because of it is that I'd rather not even hear the end of it that was the meanest thing someone ever said and I blocked them and reported them I didn't even think twice about them it takes a lot less to appreciate something and it takes a lot less to give some thing need to complement a record a CD a gift whatever the hell yeah don't tear down people because they have a different story or they have a different interesting stories. No when I wrote my autopsy it was about the look it up I can't remember what it was about a woman who was abducted by a psycho medical examiner this is basically my heritage my Jewish heritage about how doctors have ruined some peoples lives in Germany the woman was it abducted by a medical examiner and was forced to be his lover I believe that was what it was and I can give you the whole synopsis as I find it and the fact that someone tore me down because of it was stupid.  I took a lot of pride and energy in writing my autopsy I'll tell you the synopsis of it and there is a lot of spelling mistakes but that's beside the  there it here is  summary: young woman is Is abducted by a Deranged forensic pathologist who won the fall in love after being held in the morgue twisted love story it was 11 days for me to riot 11 days that was 11 gruelling days because I wasn't used to riding very much except for high school.  It took so much energy and effort and imagination to think about that story to dream it up to even research this about the people like Mengele and stuff so for someone saying I don't wanna know what the ending is well that was rude. And that's just an example of a Person who didn't have very much to say I had too many time on their hands to make someone happy instead don't care if someone down that's why It was.   And also that story was about the deranged pathologist version of the reality he saw the girl was in love with him a new relationship wise and that was the story about war one persons crazy can't be another persons reality that's just simple and I still take pride in the story and I might transfer it on to this wattpad, And even put it on Amazon that's just what I do if no one like shit that's their goddamn shit and their business that's not mine so don't tear someone down because of their hard work so there.

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