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My first book

My first before my autosy I told you dad in the previous chapter.  Take a lot of pride in that pork still do and I'm gonna put it on mine Wattpad from my old white pad to my new it's a three year old story that I've had and I want to unleash it north restaurant of a white pepper on listen to the whole planet and iOS how people have to deal with each other and stuff like that Creepypasta and stuff it's and now there's a Creepypasta section on Wattpad what time is very happy about that said I don't believe that you should be limited and I think I should be able to publish this I'm ready to publish rest of the world new market I don't really care about what that other idiots and saying I don't wanna know what the ending is why don't wanna know what your ending of your story is either get my draft I'm sorry for saying that so many times I just don't like shit head as being people than dirt people down I'm going to tonight on kindle direct publishing and also on to craft a digital because that's my first book ever I ever written and I want to showcase it to the rest of the world Northwest on Wattpad that be that is what I am a proud peacock oils and a very sensitive that I am a very clean my shower every day.   Here's the thing to all parents in text so don't be what they have to say appreciate everyone's beautiful in their own opinion on the world stage I don't want to not like doctors and it actually see my point of you after my time with Mula mar and the guy from Gambia I don't believe I am i'm not a big fan of racism or the third Reich but I am a fan of the truth and move them on Waze was nothing more than his true colours and it wasn't deep brown skin it was white as snow and stuff and I was white supremacist so that being that was what was said and I said that many times when we were in a relationship and this is what my autopsy is about it Deranged doctor.    And there's so many people like this tout le monde moola mean whatever his name has who has done nothing but cause problems for people in their life treating them like crap starting them when I wrote my autopsy it was a story about the kill the stalker who wanted love for 10 wasn't going to get it that was the very first book I ever written for a while Lanks what is it 1000 words a page no I don't remember but I do remember I'm very proud trying to get a hold of her my wife the bad things in my life and towing Amanda good stories that's why it is that's why I'm writing that's why I write that was my first book in us is why I write to tell people the real truth through fiction or through my own life as well to be shared high does calm before a fall and I said I didn't like it when that person said that nasty thing about him and I've heard many other stupid my brain stop thinking when I just read this and other shit and I said well my brain stopped working when I read your stupid comment so I really I'm not the bad guy because I create a decent story and someone the bad guy because I'm different smart short and skinny is everyone perfect now norms perfect perfectly dobby viruses and bacteria not even bacteria are not perfect viruses are the only thing that are close to being perfect in my opinion because you're all the same stupid ignorant rude crystallize pieces of shit. And I find us the same with some people there like viruses are no different than just Lee replicate each other replicator R&B cookie cutters and that's what I don't like and they care other people down and try to replicated another person from the torn down person no I'm gonna proudly show that book to Amazon Kindle direct publishing and also to the world or in draft or digital if it gets blocked on graph unique things from Amazon I wear a lot like butterfly sunglasses I read listen to records vinyl records I have a record player I listen to CDs do I am I am in normal person now but I am normal as in I am a human being is it normal that I have an orientation yes is it normal that I listen to record the ass because I'm old-school person on old-school human that's who I am I basically feel emotions I feel love that's all. And if people even my best friend Karen even tore me down once and try to make a replica of her to me that wasn't right and we split our friendship because of that one time I think she called me a sound Nager and something else excuse my language I shouldn't say that word but that's what she said and that's basically the end of it. I just started talking to her civilly and now she deals with my DNA and deals with my unique what is a beautiful thing and we're back to being friends and that's why it is there's no way you can tell someone out I suggest you go on Facebook post a selfie and say you will not tear #IWillNotTearDown that's what I think should be more of that.   .     iPhone off beautiful inside and all decent inside so we should bring each other up build each other up not Terry cheddar down because of whatever the friggin difference is stupid as Spotify and that's none of your business someone else has a different ethnic group that's not your business that's just the way it is it's not your business to harass someone over something like that person had no interest in my book my autopsy and said some stupid stuff about it she had no business reading it in the first place if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all.  
Where is iOS don't say anything at all if you have nothing nice to say or do that's what I think if you have nothing nice to say or nothing nice to do don't do it at all. Like the woman who said that my book was shit well I'm sorry that was my very first walk I took very good project still do and I'm going to stay that way yes there was mistakes and I think there were some hiccoughs in the actual actual plotline beside the point I was just there still a beginner Author and even the best authors have to steal learn and make mistakes that's what it is some of my book and blocked because the people don't like.  Do I like it that people don't like some of my books and block them off they're retarded excuse me for saying that word service well that's kind of on them not me I work hard on my box and I really do how do I take a years worth in a week or maybe even a day depending on my mood I don't mess with writing I'm serious about it.   The same thing was creating a record with my guitar it takes me the whole night it doesn't take me the whole year remind me take me a few months to get the concept of another record going just like a book but it doesn't mean that I have to do other box in the meantime I have some crowning achievement that I do all the time and some people blocked them off or dislike him that's besides the point they some people on craft to do it at all don't like half the stuff I say because it's too Erotic and other shit well that's kind of the problem.  Well nobody has to like everything in the ass beside the point but you don't have again just like locks and other stuff that is out of your control you cannot tell someone else down because of that someone I know this for a fact from being in recycling centres looking for vinyl records and being given vinyl records from other people and other CDs from other people that one man's trash or robber tell me another persons treasure so that is why I don't believe in tearing people down here might not like the person you might not like them but you don't have to call them ugly or retarded or whatever if they do something that they think it's a treasure doesn't mean it's your trash it just means you have to look somewhere else for your entertainment you don't have to go and trash an  achievement and say it's trash because as I said trash cans are for shitheads why do I say that because it's for people who actually treat people like dirt.
I have also failed a wattys what does that mean I'm not gonna answer the wadis no I'm gonna go back to the wadis again and again and again until I win that's what I am this is this is one of them I take this from cobra Kai stray strikes a strike harsh no mercy that's one philosophy I believe it but I also believe in that you have to be kind and compassionate and do a decent job and be mindful and happy not fake happy but enjoy what you're doing but when I say strike hard strike fast no mercy that means take it all that you God make what you give and give it all that you have just like I did with my autopsy and a monkey and his laws and other stuff that's just the way it is I'll be going back to the wadis next summer and that's just a simple fact of it why because I strike hard fast no mercy I don't give up on anything but I'm also believing in kindness and doing a good job at your work karate and martial arts and all different from every day life strikes fast strike hard no mercy be mindful that's what it is be fearless do what you want I might not like EL James very much for writing Fifty Shades of Grey but she had the lady lumps of boobs to actually say that she yeah made some thing that other people like do I like it no but that doesn't mean I have to the trash or work I just say make sure psychopaths out of people that's it I don't me that's my own criticism if she were to write other books that were decent I will read them and enjoy them I don't trash other peoples work I might criticize and say well I found a little frightening and stuff that's what I was trying to drive on but I don't like the office it's not that I don't like EL James as a person and she was brave enough to write what she had to write and that was what I said is more important when you're an author it's like being a martial artist you have to be brave enough to strike and you actually fight for what your story is I'm fighting for my three trilogies of memoirs hoping I don't get trashed talked hoping that they don't get blocked but I also believe in that I have to except the fact that there is some thing that's out there. But I am going to poured out to the world the rest of the world other than on Wattpad the mayor autopsy book or a strike hard strike fast no mercy that's why it is and I'm also going to have compassion for the people who do not like it that's just the way I am I don't want to stoop to their level and say well you're a shithead for not liking my book or blocking it I know enough to take good criticism I know if I say OK this triggers someone so I say trigger warning sometimes when I write and it's gonna be a sensitive subject this is my and I learned all this through vent the app vent app the vent app told you if you were to be on vent and you have a sensitive subject or a very disturbing thing to say and you need to say it and tell the story say trigger warning or TW and people will get it that that is going to be a little bit sensitive or touchy or disturbing. I also learned that say NSFW were in writing NSFW  stuff or mature for mature audiences what are before gore or NSFW or Strong language like using the word fuck all the time.  
When I also started riding I was on the war war what do you call Anna vent the air vent I would suggest you use that app if you want to be a writer first test it out do you just trigger warnings do use the tag NSFW if need be that being Teresa told it's a very great app but it has made me leery about some people again because I want to get NSFW writing for the first time I was accused of being a minor because of my diminutive size and also because of my also for the fact that I was just trying to say something but I didn't know I was there years old so I can't really charge them nowadays that being to be the truth I don't believe that you have to again tear someone down because they look like a minor. I might look like a 12 year old barn definitely no 12 year old I got big lady balls are used to be flat chested but they just popped one year and I was the end of it and the same thing with my Taurus just popped a few months ago and my boobs popped wine and blossomed when I was 18 years old I'm a late bloomer that's what I am I'm not a minor don't call around a minor that's what they all address people like me or runs petite small diminutive in size late bloomers but we are not minors do you say that we are a minor or a kid or immature is a pile of horseshit. I know there's these laws that kids cannot say NSFW stuff or post NSFW stuff and I get that but I am no kid I was 30 at the time my boobs were big my butt was a little bit smaller at the time and I guess some people saw that I had my profile picture and saw I was a kid doing stupid stuff but I wasn't I was just a 30 year old that was three years ago I know do I really give a fuck anymore no don't it's one of those don't judge by persons cover our box cover you do you do you are to me we get along we don't have to call me a fucking kid because I happen to be smaller than you cause I'm actually can hurt you add some points if you were not trying to hurt me I hurt you right back because of my martial arts skills I'm stronger than 10 not 10 man but three man at least I didn't spend hours shovelling snow I have gray hair I've been grinding since I first started doing NSFW writing on vans guess the people didn't get the memo that I was on so many medications that my hair was Gran so that was how it is there are a lot of brainless people out there who use the law to break down people in town around people all she's around she must be a kid she shouldn't say that stuff.   Nor I hate that being told that I'm either a kid or I look like a kid. It's not like I'm going for alcohol or cigarettes I'm not getting carded I'm gonna tell him what I tellingthem  stuff about my love life at the time when I had a love life......... let me tell you when I was 12 years old I was anorexic skinny flat chested flat but did nothing very much to go by and I was still very strong but I didn't lock it I did not have curves I didn't have anything I just had ribs sticking out any sticking out yeah I ate like a horse now if you were to go onto my fansmind site you would notice that I was Poppin curves popping in the right areas and actually being a woman. That's it. Do you think I'm going to tell you what my fans mine sorry it is no that is for whoever business it is and if they're concerned of my safety but I have learned enough about Internet saying feed them know that NSFW shirts are safe for NSFW and social media is not for NSFW unless it's band and you write down what you want to say but you don't go and be a pervert and show your junk to people who don't need to see out that's the end of it. I believe that this is a growing concern for runts like me and lat bloomers.   Even In Silverwings shade how to prove them self time and time again same thing in the what do you call Adam sans Oregon fire when he had to prove himself time and time again that he was up for a challenge and strong enough. He had to deal with Goth and throb and had to go long distances without his family or his colony I remember reading that book very carefully in the Sunwing I remember he was still around he had to go and stop birds from exploding they used to do animal experiments with explosives and World War II and they were exploding the bats and he had to save as many bass is possible and then and I'm sorry to ruin the books but in San Juan fire when he had to save his son firewing from being down and hell. Shade it was small but he had to do a lot of stuff growing up stuff. He had to do a lot of grown-up stuff he still on approve same thing with me because of my size.
Does that stop me from posting adult stuff on a proper platform no but I do I have to verify my freaking identity unfortunately because of my size what does it involve anything mature I have to write down that is mature and that I'm actually 33 years old or 30 years old or whatever at the time or the age of 21. Because when I was 21 I was still skinnier than a rake what does had bigger boobs. But my butt and blossom me out as it is a big nice bubble but right now sorry to be graphic but that's where it is I'm around and a late bloomer and I had to do a lot of proving that I'm strong physically and mentally that I am mature enough to do what I want when I want within the law so that being said I'm no different from these in warrior cats seeker Bears or the Batson silver Wang you half to prove yourself sometimes to say listen I'm not gonna put up with it might be a puniverse but I ain't no fucking wiggling OK. I had to put my foot down so many times because of my puny Ness and one kid on van called me a minor and said I had no business in the NSFW group and I said guess what buddy I'm 30 and you can fuck yourself. He was not happy and he was roaring and I called him a racist because my Runt genius is because I am Asian particularly Uighur and Mongolian they are so tiny those people and I'm the stereo typical except for the eyes and facial features that's just how I am.
I still remember my daughter trying to get weighed on me and I said fuck you I'm Asian I eat like a horse I said that I remember saying that a couple times in my life I'm not anorexic if I am any a word is Asian so stop it. That's what I said. And I'm body positive still I am who I am I'm what I am size wise because that's what God intended me to be because he has a plan for me I have an IQ test through the roof strength there's through the roof I have a good reason that I have a good purpose on this planet and I'm gonna be a tattoo artist that doesn't take very much strength or intelligence but it does take a lot of creativity which takes a lot of strength and intelligence to be a tattoo artist you have to have strength and intelligence to do your own work or put your own flair on somebody else's world I could've been very well offended by my tattoo and said I'm gonna get a skin graft but I didn't I said that is cute and I rocket and I love Spanky he's my best friend on my shoulder and he's cute as a button and his foul mouth as me. What a 12 year old get a tattoo for fox say no because that's against the law. Just like it's against the law for a 12 year old to write NSFW or do anything as FW that would be called disseminating and other shit I'm smart so that being that is what it is I am definitely over the age of 12 over the age of 21 if I'm able to get a tattoo I've heard of some kids that are under age of 16 who get tattoos and I think they're dumbasses because I think it's like oh Jeremy so cool I got a tattoo and I'm going to be below the line below the radar. Fuck that I think that you should a tattoo is like an orientation or a relationship once you get into it or you get it on you it's like marijuana sirens on you it's on you once the ringer is on you you have the ring for life just like when you get a tattoo from the tattoo parlour you have it for lunch so you better like it just like when you marry someone he better love that person and that is something that someone under the age of 22 cannot understand so I don't even see why people who are under the age of 22 going around getting tattoos as well. I think they're young and stupid and silly hi how do you think hard for two years do you think what my first tattoo was going to be I still have to thing hard what my third tattoo is going to be I know what my first tattoo is going to be is the ice queen deer.  I take my commitment very seriously when I was a kid I don't thank kids commitment seriously so I'm old I write books that have now 3000 words I'm at I think him and 3979 Words I just turned 3 987 words the now I've been to. I'm ready for the Whiteys I can make the commitment because I'm not a freaking kid what are the 12 this person who said on don't believe that you should judge someone on their luxe they look small and young actually that's a good thing because you live longer and less you act like a complete slut or a shithead or a jerk or something that's negative then you end up getting killed or end up in the hospital that's one of the things but when you are small and you look young take it rocket just like a rock my tattoo that's all.   It doesn't have to be a bad thing that you're dominion seven sorry that means you're smart Swift fast and furious. And that's what it means all that means is that you're quick on your feet agile aggressive and very intelligent but in a very good way you can use it in a good way. You can use the aggression that is related to your stories to make you stronger and make you a better person. That said now I'm at 4176 words. Something or someone younger than 21 or younger and 22 continue unless they were in a fucking university and had to do it at gunpoint practically and I'm doing this willy-nilly at the age of 30 telling my stories my memories and everything else that I have to say in a memoir let's be bagged up again I don't know but I don't know but I know this for a fact that I am telling the truth about my life.
And I promise you promise you that I will go and put my autopsy Anthony world stage of box e-books at least because I have work too hard dress for it to be and Wattpad exclusive I want people to read it in private call Monte Amerian private and then just not even tell me hey this word shit when you sell borax box you're actually not going to hear from your peanut gallery unless I decide to write an Amazon review about your book and say is a pile of shit I don't take the word shit or fuck or a crap or bullshit very seriously on Amazon they take it as a fence I will trust me I have said this fucking item has not been around yet and I've been pissed off ever cents and they said watch your day came back and said watch your damn language without the damn part they said watch your language. So you have to be very careful when you comment on something on Amazon Apple box Barnes & Noble and anything else that involves money because they will not take trash talk very seriously and swearwords very seriously they all say watch your language we don't except that kind of behaviour why because I've read a few written a few nasty little things about a nap or book or something I didn't comment You're a fucking product and come back to me and started so lost in the mail get the fuck my money backand I get watch your language please so be careful.   Sins net worth Paris free or it's my books were not paid box paid stories I cannot control what people say they can say something really stupid and yes they have plenty of times because it's a free service and you can say offending things and I blocked him right away and I tell him to go fly a kite it's not that I don't like watt pad it's a very good thing but I'm just saying some of the people have really strong opinions to the point where they say I don't wanna fucking know the ending I don't fucking wanna know this or I don't wanna fucking read this you're a fucking Seaword or whatever that is at work as a word and it's very annoying. I've also have read comments about and this pisses me off about him people and a draft2digital one person Dan CM what I see you next Tuesday he ripped draft2digital a new one.  Calling him psychopaths and saying that they didn't except his books and that he was suing them and stuff why not case and I Ragged on them about that and saying this and they've done nothing but good for me you stupid son of a bitch and he reported me on Facebook because Facebook is free you can say what the hell you want and I don't like that.   That Dan Siem guy was a real jerk to say what he said about Draft to digital.   What are you and search for I can get my shit on everyone else other than Amazon so I like it they been wonderful they highlight my problems they highlight my issues tell me what to fix the same thing with Amazon and tell me what to fix what not to fix and that's what I do I take constructive criticism from graph to digital and also from Amazon I said they say I can't except your paper back because there's a cut off point honouring your name I fix it same thing with draft or digital and Amazon I fix it but I do not fix the story beneath the title that's just how it is I have met an author another author Gile green and she said not to and especially if it's your first book you're not supposed to edit it for anyone else except for yourself there's no one else licensed tell you otherwise that's on them unless there's angry wrestling with the cover or if it's illegal or something then go ahead and block the book but if it's not meeting a somebody's standards personal standards don't edit the book just leave it as is noted it yourself either that's what I learned as well so don't edit your box I am in your stories do you edit your grammar and spelling but do not edit the story plot and the story that is where the money is and the emotion is. I do not as well at it yourself or anyone else. That's what I learned. From gala green. She is the author of passport control and she had a picture of a time trying to get that book out because people were trying to edit it and make it what they want instead of what she wanted I remember going to that book reading and getting a sign work still have the book it's one of my collections because it's signed book she signed it saying good luck on the poetry and I was is when I was still fledgeling in the writing business in this before Wattpad came onto my devices I think it was her that made me think about Wattpad and now everything else is history. Do I edit my stories no I just edit the words I edit the spelling and grammar I don't edit anything else I don't sugarcoat I don't do anything with a story I tell the story the way my heart should tell the story or if it's nonfiction like a memoir I don't lie and I don't sugarcoat. I never sugarcoat anything in my life I'm a normal shit person that's the way I've been I've been down to earth and real with people sometimes people say I'm too real and that pisses them off and I say fuck you and I'm not gonna change because you don't like my concept of life as I said you don't have to tear people down and make them edit their book or make them edit themselves and tear them down just fix yourself deal with yourself and your business do you let them do them. Because what they might bring out might be gold what you might bring out might be gold or it might not it only depends on your mood if you're in a crappy mood everything show me shit if you're in a good mood everything is gold like I got a Christmas CD today I didn't mind that because I'm in a good mood and I am in a very good mood so I took this year than here in Christmas music I can listen to that I got a very well said that shit but I didn't I chose a happy approach a good approach the respectful approach and I actually said I don't mind Christmas music I like this I'm gonna enjoy this looked at all the songs and they're all my favourite Christmas songs that's in the size of it and I'm very satisfying the same thing with yesterday when I got my birds of Canada CD I'm waiting to get a hold of it timewise and then I'm going to go and write up I was gonna use it on one of my blogs but when I was trying to choose one of my outfits that I should've done that today but I was so busy writing. For my interview.