i remember the week after we broke up
all i did was lay in bed and cry
all i did was drugs
nonstop
just to cope with the feeling
of losing youi got addicted to the feeling
being numb
because i thought it
would force me to get over youbut it really just
pushed my emotions down
deeper
and deeper
and when those feelings came back upit hit me 10 times harder
especially since you got a new girlyou got a new girl
the moment my bender endedyou got a new girl 3 weeks after we ended
that shit broke me
sent me into a second bender
this time it was bad
YOU ARE READING
it's all ur fault
Randomhow this boy broke my heart and how it felt when everything crashed down this is rlly messy idk i wrote it while i cried and i didn't edit it