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how this boy broke my heart and how it felt when everything crashed down this is rlly messy idk i wrote it while i cried and i didn't edit it

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by DolanTwins5sos

by DolanTwins5sos

i try to tell myself that everything is okay now
everything is over
you moved on
it happened a while ago

but for some reason
seeing your face in the hallways
after all this time

it brings me to tears

but i hide it
i try so hard to hide it from everyone

i act okay
i pretend you don't exist
if you're mentioned i pretend i don't care
i try to act like the bigger person

i show that i'm okay and i moved on

but i'm lying to everyone
including myself

i haven't moved on
if anything
i just feel like i'm forgetting what you felt like

what even happened between us

why did you act like that
if you were using me

why did you try that hard
to convince me that this was love
or act like you loved me

i question myself and ask
did he love me at some point

but you had already admitted that you didn't

why would you do that to me