Professor Holland

Chapter Twelve

okay y'all I've decided that I'm no longer adding the mood board because it's so much work but this story will be going on until the end.

I love you my lovelies<3
-Maddie<3

God what was he playing at? I kept asking myself that.

He was still sat watching the tv. We haven't spoke for 2 hours and 25 minutes. So it's 12:45. I caught him looking at me a few times but anytime I look at him he turns away.

Did I do something wrong?

He looks at me. I look at him. His eyes stare into mine. He doesn't move them away. This sort of thing happens in horror movies. Was he going to kill me? Or if you're speaking about a romance movie, he looks as if he wanted to fuck me there and then.

I stare back as if it were a staring contest.

I want him to talk.

I watch as his pupils dilated. Doesn't that mean he loves something? That's weird.

I turn away and I hear him sigh and he walks away. I turn off the tv. Silence.

I don't know where he went.

I hear things moving.

I debate weather or not to go up there.

I don't.

Tom comes back down.

"What were you doing?" I ask him.

"Nothing."

Is he annoyed about what happened yesterday?I hope he's not. Not much would've happened, though I do wish Ella didn't walk in at that point.

I wish he kissed me last night, but then again I don't because we didn't kiss and he's ignoring me, god knows what he would be like if we ended up kissing. He gets up and stands in front of me. I look up at him. He looked down at me.

"I'm sorry." I whisper.

"Sorry for what exactly?" He asks.

"Everything, what happened yesterday. It's my fault things are weird between us."

"Av... Stop blaming yourself for everything and stop saying sorry for things you don't need to be sorry for." He groans.

I stay in silence and he takes my hands.

"I'm sorry for everything, I shouldn't be ignoring you for no reason, it was my choice to call you beautiful and not going to lie, you are. I wouldn't lie to you about that one."

I look away from him and he gets on his knees in front of me.

"I really wanted to kiss you last night, Av."

"Then why didn't you?" I ask.

"Because your sister walked in. I wish I did it sooner but I didn't."

I smile. A little too big but that made me smile. A lot.

He grins and stands up, pulling me with him. He puts his forehead against mine.

"I can kiss you now." He whispers before his lips collided with mine, it was a slow kiss. It wasn't rough, or hungry. It was more of a I've wanted this forever. Type. I felt his tongue enter my mouth. Our tongues collided. My hands went in his hair.

This was the best kiss I've ever had in my life.

His hands went on my lower back, pulling me closer to him.

He takes his lips from mine. His lips were pink and his hair was messed up due to my hands. They were still there. His forehead was still against mine. We we're breathing heavily.