this age of shit

this was a little unexpected

Sarah's pov

I'm losing my mind

It can ONLY be that

only.... right? just that

Why didn't I stop thinking about him during my entire shift?

I've known this guy for about fucking 5 years and I've never NEVER felt this way about him

But when I saw him with those girls clinging to him...

And just now in the taxi...

His hand....

Fuck it

I don't want to think about that

At all

By the time I finish its already 11pm and surprisingly, I mean... Not so surprisingly, Tony hasn't messed with me anymore

When I go to throw the trash outside, I find Mark leaning against the wall of the building with his eyes closed

I approach him silently and give him a kiss on the forehead, but I OBVIOUSLY have to stand on my tiptoes.

He smiles and opens his eyes

- Are you ready? - he asks me

- Yes! I just need to...... - I try to lift the bag but it's too heavy - throw the garbage.... - I try again...

- Let me help you you weakling

- A-ha, so funny - I say sarcastically

He lifts the bag as if it were a feather

- Done!

- OK, don't brag yourself

He puts his arms around my shoulders and asks:

- Do you need to stop by your house to do something?

- Of course I do! I won't wear this outfit! I'll look like an ugly duckling in the middle of a bunch of white swans!

- Even in that garbage bag we just threw away you would look beautiful - he says this looking straight ahead - if you want we can still go get it

I give him a light punch on the arm and he starts to laugh

When we finally get into his jeep, he doesn't immediately start driving

Instead, he looks at me

Everyone!

Look!

It's my face getting a tomato again!

- Did you know that you are very cute blushing? - will my face explode?

- Anyways, I just wanted you to know that.... At the party.... There will probably be a lot of people.... And you already know what that means...

Now?
Now, I pale

- Mark....

- I'll not. I won't take anything - now it's his turn to kiss me on the forehead

I'm glad

- I love you okay? - I say it in a friendly way, and he knows that

- I love you too Sarah - he says looking away, as usual
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After Mark left me at home so I could go change, he said he was going to stay in the car so I went up to get ready

This was the outfit I chose:

When I finally finish my makeup, I go down and see Mark leaning against the jeep

- You look beautiful, Sarah - He says blushed, OK I've never seen him like this before

- Thanks Mark, Can we go?

He nods his head and we get in the car

When we got to Allen's huge house, I noticed there's a lot more people than I was thinking

This was a little unexpected