I WANT TO BUT I DON'T WANT TO

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I want to text him...but I don't want to text him. I mean he won't respond anyways and if he does, one of us will just turn the whole conversation sexual.

I want to see him...but I don't want to see him because then I'll get angry for no reason, feel sad for no reason, but also get happy and excited for no reason. I'm just not ready for that emotional battle right now.

I want to talk to him...but I don't want to talk to him because if I do I'll end up falling for him all over again and I don't feel like talking myself out of it for months again.

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