I have a hard time opening up to people and expressing my feelings because I have trust issues. I've let so many people in and have been betrayed and back stabbed so many times that my heart is now in a steel cage under chains, lock, and key, guarded by a steel safe, guarded by a brick wall, guarded by a steel wall, guarded by a vicious Rottweiler. I'm just waiting for the right person to come and chase away the dog, break down the walls, open the safe, and unlock my heart...is that too much to ask? So yes I have a somewhat dirty mind, but that's only because I've seen things. Yes I'm crazy, weird, and sometimes even insane, but that's only because I've been through things that you wouldn't even be able to comprehend. Yes I may tend to get a bit clingy at times, but that's because after having so many people walk out of my life, I want to hold onto the few I have left. And yes I may seem desperate, stupid, and even like an idiot sometimes, but that's because I'm just trying to find the true happiness in life. So you may not know what's going on in my head, just let me know you're here for me. You may not know how I'm feeling all the time when I say "I'm fine", just let me know everything will be alright. You may not know what I'm going through, but you never know how much of a difference one hug makes in a person's life.
That's just a little about the me underneath the mask.
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AcakThis book is about everything under the sun: random thoughts, quotes, confessions, just whatever my mind produces, I write. So sit back, relax, and laugh your butt off, cry, think, whatever. Love you awesome sauce unicorns. Stay positive because y...
