(Draken x reader)Love and war

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It sounds like I'm underwater. My eyes lazily open and close as I fade in and out of consciousness, all I see is black ... I can't breathe. I feel like I'm drowning. A second later I regain my vision but it's blurred, kisaki's figure is all i can make out, when it clears he's smiling sadistically, "Still gonna keep your mouth shut, doll." 

 Coughing and spluttering, i smirk, "i told you. I'm not telling you shit, asshole." his face contorts with anger and he slaps me across my face, hard. rage and frustration bubbles up inside me and my mouth opens before i can even comprehend what I'm doing, "Hit me again and and i'll kill you." i warn him looking down, my eyes shut. "Understand?" i finish, looking him dead in the eyes with a cold, murderous expression. kisaki slightly staggers back. "ill come back tomorrow." he says through gritted teeth, "Hopefully you'll be more ... accommodating" he says fixing his hair. with that he turns and i hear the door lock. I scream. I'm frustrated ... I  don't know if it's at myself or at Ken for not being here yet. I've endured this torture for 2 weeks and i honestly don't know if i can take anymore. what am i even doing? Why am i keeping my mouth shut? my memories flash back to that night in my apartment ... after my father died. Tears threaten to spill over, "Stop it." I whisper to myself. The tears don't stop. "STOP FUCKING CRYING! NO ONE'S COMIG FOR YOU!!" i shout at myself, I refuse to let him break me. i look around the room but i know now that it's hopeless.

my body is bruised and beaten. I run my tongue over my bottom lip, its busted. The metallic taste of blood lingers on my tongue. if i live through this i promise i'm going to get stronger. Strong enough that i wont be sitting waiting for help like a fucking damsel in distress. who am i kidding, really? i chuckle lightly. No one's coming for me i'm better off just giving in to death or whatever it is highbrows and his monkeys have in store for me. i let my head fall back in defeat.

There's a loud bang on the door. i lazily move my head in the direction of all the commotion. BANG. Another one. BANG. this time Kisaki comes crashing through the door. He coughs and splutters before getting up, ready to fight. But he should've just gave up. I look at the where the door used to be and there's Draken he has a look on his face I've never seen before, it wasn't just anger it looked like pure homicidal rage. he walks towards kisaki slowly but aggressively and punches him hard in the face, he continues to pummel him into the ground. At this point I'm definitely sure that Kisaki isn't conscious. how could he be? he turns to me and his face softens a little. 

"y/n! Are you okay?!" he asks, running over and frantically untying the rope from my hands and feet. I look at them and there are marks around my wrists and ankles. Bruises and cuts everywhere, I can barely recognise my own body. "God what did they do you?" he says anxiety and frustration laced his tone as he looked at my body. I drop off the chair and to my knees infront of him, I'm exhausted ... so. fucking. exhausted. I look up at his face, as if I was he wasn't real and this moment will be ripped away from me, and before I know it I'm back in that chair, but it's real, every second of it. He looks at me and swiftly drops down and pulls me into a hug. "I'm sorry i took so long." he whispers. I feel my eyes streaming again. The whole ordeal flashes before my eyes. The hammer he used to break my hands and feet. the knuckledusters he used to bust up my face. the bucket of water and cloth that made me feel like i was being held underwater. The taser he'd use afterwards that made my body feel like it was on fire. His goons coming in and taking it in turns to beat me with baseball bats. All of it. Its finally over. I thought I was gonna die. "I wasn't strong enough to-." i whisper, my voice breaking. I start to sob loudly into Draken's chest. I feel him tense up and he brings a hand to my head and holds me. "it's not your fault, it's mine." I wanted to tell him that wasn't true, I really did but the words were stuck in my throat, hiding behind the painful screaming cries.

"you didn't deserve this y/n, im so sorry." he spoke softly through gritted teeth, as he gripped the back of my head comforting me. we stayed like that for 5 minutes, frozen in place like statues at a museum. His comforting hand stroking my head bringing my cries to a halt. "You ready to go home?"

home.

i didn't want to be alone right now. i wanted to be with him, i wanted him to hold me like this forever. But he's my boss. so i nodded. i can't let myself fall for this man, it's .... unprofessional. So we left the room, the small, bleak and dusty room that had caused me so much pain and torment, a room i would never forget. as we left some of Draken's underlings rushed in and began to tie Kisaki up. We walked past the unconcious bodies flooding the floor of each room. some of them were even dead, one of them being Kiyomasa. we walked out of that dreadful building and i got into the passenger seat of Draken's car. "i'm gonna take her to my place, she shouldn't be alone right now." Draken spoke to Mikey. I felt my whole frame relax as he spoke, a long shaky breath i didn't know i was holding escaped my lips. i let my head fall back against the car seat, i dont even remember falling asleep but somehow i did, Draken's presence brought me comfort, for once in these two long weeks i felt safe enough to fall asleep.

Draken's POV:

i watched her as she slept. i couldn't help but analyse the damage done to her. that bastard kisaki put her in a bad way, i hate myself for introducing her to this life, she won't be the same again. the pain in her cries almost brought me to my knees in guilt. when she looked me in the eye i could see she lost the gleam in her eyes. her e/c eyes i loved so much were dull. i've only ever seen Mikey look that way, but this time it hurt much more because it was my fault. i was selfish, that night in the alleyway. No before that, way before that, the day i watched her kick the shit out of Kiyomasa and his goons she fascinated me. Then i saw her in the alleyway I was attracted to her and i didnt even know who she was then until i went to her apartment. That's where i let my feelings take over, i offered her a job hoping she'd be close to me at all times. i should've let her go, thyen maybe she wouldn't be in so much pain right now

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Heyy y'all sorry i was gone so long, i had exams.....😀 but i'll try again to update regularly like every saturday or smth.

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