Effy Freddie and you have spent the last week doing drugs 24/7 and having water fights in the street at midnight it was always ok till they fucked in front of you. You didn't feel like doing it anymore so you got up and ready you put a cropped jacket on and walked into collage for the first time since cook got arrested so about a month "hey panda" you say and sit next to her "do you miss him" panda asks "more and more every day it's like a pain that never goes away" you say to her "where's eff" panda asks "home her and Freddie keep getting high everyday she's not very well" you say as you get a phone all from Freddie he tells you to come home straight away "I need to go panda".
You run home as fast as you can and run inside "Freddie where is she" you shout "your mums room" you run up and see effy on the bed cutting out some papers "eff hey what are you doing" you ask no reply you look around to se loads of pictures and she just looks at you and laughs "you've found my porn stash" she shouts "one odd stash" you say "the end" effy says "what end" you say "my end holly" she says and you don't say anything "Freddie's gunna take you to bed ok love you" you say to her as Freddie takes her to bed while you tidy the house. The next morning Freddie says he will look after effy so you sit downstairs when you see Freddie walking down the stairs "where the fuck are you going she needs people you can't just run away" you say as Freddie walk out the house you walk upstairs and hug effy on the bed as she new she had fucked up. "It's gunna be ok he will come back he loves you" you say to her as she falls asleep in your arms you hug her until she wakes up again "I wanna have a party" and before you can change her mind she has messaged everyone she knew you got changed into a short dress and walked down.
You walked down and texted Freddie about 101times because effy refused to let you in you follow Freddie upstairs "break the door down or something" you say as effy wasn't letting Freddie in. When she lets you and Freddie in you both look at the wall that was all about death "you didn't reply Freddie" effy said from under the bed you walked out as it seemed private. "Everyone get out get out my fuvking house moron" you shout to get everyone out "get out u dirty bastard" you shout. When everyone's out Freddie gets effy out from under the bed she sits on the stairs with her blanket when you hear a noise effy flinches "is alright let me go check" you say you walk down the stairs to see cook sitting on a chair "cook" you shout and hug him "I missed you yeah" you say to him "get out get out holly get him out" effy says "wait in the shed" Freddie says as cook leaves to go to the shed. Effy starts crying so you run up and hug her until she falls asleep "I will go talk to him" you say to Freddie as you walk to his shed
"What the fucks up with her" cook says "nothing don't worry about it" you say to him "yeah totally I can tell your worrying" he says "I'm not effys fine I'm fine Freddie's fine" you say and he pulls you to sit on his lap "what are you doing what if you get caught" you say to him "I will do it again" cook says and shrugs "I'm worried about her she's gone into a depression like state I can't lose her" you say to cook "we don't go anywhere without each other" cook hugs you "wanna go to that parade" cook says "can't gotta look after eff" you say and give him a kiss goodbye before walking home where you see the police outside "what's going on" you ask your mum "effys missing" she says and a tear falls down your face you run out the house and keep running to find her. You get a phone call from Freddie a few hours later "effys in hospital hurry the fuck up" that's all he said then hung up so you ran to the hospital they wouldn't let you see her so you pace up and down the halls as a doctor comes over to you and freddie "I'm so sorry but she said she doesn't wanna see you either of you" the doctor said and you burst into tears "no that's not right" you shout "your fucking with me stop it" you shout get walk away you go to Freddie's shed to find cook when you walk in cook sees you crying "hey hey what happened" he says as he hugs you "she won't take to me" you cry into his arms. "It's not your fault" cook says "let's go find Freddie" he says as you both find him in your back garden trying to put his hand in fire cook stops him and the 3 broken teens sit there staring at the fire.
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Miss you // James cook
RandomWhat if effy wouldn't speak to her sister after she nearly died what if she blamed it all on her