It had been 3 years since you and cook ran away together you work in a petrel station and cook a drug dealer you and cook had never spoken about going back never spoken about going to see effy. After your shift you get cook to come pick you up he walks in through the door "we still have no house and nowhere to stay cook" you say to him "we can stay at my friends place" cook says as you lock the door he drives you to his friends house as another drug dealer starts talking to cook. When you get there you sit on the bed and cook lays down "I told ya you don't need to double lock" Emma says as she walks in "you have to go I need to sleep" she says as cook collects his things "we're off" cook says and you both walk out.
You sit in the back of cooks car as he deals when 3 teenagers get in the car "what you after" cook says "er what do we want again" the only girl asks "I want one yeah" the first boy says "no you want two I want one" another boy says "right and I want to so that erm four please" the girl says "I actually think I've only got enough for ... one" some boy says "guys guys whoa whoa hey how much have you got" cook asks trying to stop the arguing "ok so you got enough for four and three quarters but I I don't do quarters so you look after that sweetheart and them right ya happy" cook says they all say there happy then cook kicks them out your car "fucking kids" cook says and grins as you both drive off.That evening you and cook walk through a park sharing a spliff between you "watch this" he says as he goes over to some bar and starts doing pull-ups on it "how impressive gunna get all the lady's like that" you say to him "what's up Louie" cook says as you pick up the phone "just at the park mate on some gym shit" cook says to the person "yeah alright" cook says and hangs up "we're going to a friends and we're going shopping" cook says to you as you both walk back to the car you go to the shops and buy eggs bacon and milk before cook pays and we drive to his friends house.
"All right mate" the man says as you walk into Louie house "cook man good to see ya" Louie says you didn't really like am as he had a girl on the sofa and his girlfriend was literally coming back any second. "Sit down" he says to you both you go and sit in the kitchen as his girlfriend walks in "that is the last time the last time I'm going to fucking wales you hear me Newport is a fucking shithole I'm telling you Louie never again oh hi holly" charlie says "hey" you say to her as she lights a spliff she passes it to you and you take it before Louie takes it off you. "We're driving Charlie around for the new few days" Cook says to you and you just nod the next day cooks driving her to a house that she wants to look at you wait in the car as Cook goes in with her.
You see the man who she's you around walk out my no cook or Charlie after about five mins you see cook walkout "how was it" he says nothing and waits for Charlie when she gets out it is dark outside cook falls asleep in the car while you sit on the chair all night. "I've got somewhere to go" cook says and he starts driving sometimes you regret leaving everyone to go with cook because he always had something to do with drugs going on and you always just sit waiting in the car which is what you were doing right now. When he comes out you both go to a coffee shop "me and you party tomorrow" cook said waiting for his friend you sat in the corner but you didn't listen to anything they were talking about cook down his cup of coffee "I gotta go pick her up come on babe" he says to you as you snap back into reality and walk behind him into the car "all right there was a line" Charlie says as she gets in the car "I'm fucking starving you want a chip"she offers you and cook "no I'm alright" you say to her "no tar" cook says "let's go bitch" she says. You get to a shop where you and cook just sit on this sofa ever since you both left you have been a very quiet person so you both just sit there in silence "what do you think" Charlie says as she comes out the dressing room "nice" cook said "makes you look like a door it's like a rectangle" you said but she ignored you "nice that's all your giving me nice" she said "what's wrong with nice" cook said confused "this is a 500 quid bust a nut fuck me har dress it's supposed to be a lot better than nice" she says "it's the ugliest thing I've seen in my life" you mumble and cook smiled at you. "I'll take it" she said as she goes back into the changing room that night you were getting ready for this party you put on a black dress with a blue jacket and heels.
"What are we cook boyfriend and girlfriend friends" you ask him "your my girlfriend innit" he says and you smile and kiss him and you both leave for the party you walk in holding hands as cook as Jason comes up to him they talk for a bit before you both take some pills and dance together you felt like a teenager again until Cook runs outside and vomits he's shirtless and shivering so you give him your jacket when you and cook hear some girl say get off me "hello everything ok" cook shouts as you both see Jason and Charlie fucking as Jason starts kicking the shit out of cook "Jesus your not as hard as you think yeah" you say to him as he walks off and you help cook up "why didn't you fight back we both know you can" you ask him "that's not me anymore" cook says "come on let's go back to Emma's she probably has a first aid kit" you say and you both walk to Emma's she cleans cooks face "let's all get out of here we can just go" Emma says "let's just get in your car and fucking drive" she says you and cook exchange a look then agree as his phone rings he answers it and Emma gets annoyed at him "who the hell are you both where the fuck did both of you come from tell me I let you both live in my house" she says "no" cook reply's as neither of you talk about it "well get the fuck out then" Emma says and you both do.
Cook said he needed to go meet Charlie so that what you do he drives to go pick her up "let's go just drive" she says "who are you you're some fucking kid who came out of nowhere and started telling me what to do" Charlie said "cause I fucking know about this shirt all right" cook says as you just sit in the back and watch them argue "tell me tell me what happened to you what are you running from tell me" Charlie says again "I killed someone" cook says as she goes dead quiet cook parks up the car "do you regret it" Charlie asks you not saying a word "it happens that's it" cook said "cooks nice cooks honest" Charlie starts saying "just stop it alright fucking stop it" cook snaps "cooks sexy" Charlie says as you just sit in the back and watch her call your boyfriend sexy cook moves away from her as cook gets a phone call "holly in the front this time" cook says as he forces Charlie in the back and he starts driving with one hand on your thigh "cooko Charlotte" louie says ignoring your presence. You sit next to cook "why u fucking one of my mates" louie says as rob walks starts drowning Jason cook holds your hand tight "he's gunna die Louie" cook says "yeah I know" louie says when Jason dies you just look down and start picking at you nails Louis walks out and tells you cook and rob to clean up the mess "we're going to Emma's house we can all leave together" cook says to you as you get to Emma's house "we've gotta go pack your shit come on we've gotta go man." Cook says to her and starts packing for her "what's going on" Emma asks "you tel, me everything" she says and he agrees you sit in the front and Emma get in the back when cook gets a phone call. You start biting your nails as you start going back on yourself.
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Miss you // James cook
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