Miss you // James cook

Part 2

You didn't get any sleep you were up all night thinking about everything you used to not give a shit but this collage you made friends people you really care about you have never felt like that for anyone apart from effy, tony and panda you walked downstairs to see Freddie "what the fuck" you say not knowing he was here "effy let me stay last night but she said u were in her room so I slept on the sofa he says as he passes you a bowl of cereal "thanks" you say and just move the cereal around the bowl. When Freddie goes upstairs you phone cook and he answers "hey I can't talk I will text you the address come visit" cook says and hangs up "I'm going out" you say to effy before quickly changing into joggers and a Nike sweater you put your hair in a messy bun and leave.

You run to the house cook was staying at it was massive when you knock on the door a little boy answers the door "hello I'm paddy follow me cooks in here" he says as he leads you to cook "heyy look who it is" cook says as he sits you on his lap "are you his girlfriend" paddy asks "not really" you reply "want some pizza we got loads to celebrate cook being back" paddy says "alright I love celebration pizza so much better than normal pizza" you say as paddy passes you a slice on a plate. You wake up the next Mir I get in cooks bed with him and his brother in it and his mum moaning as load as she can "Jesus what's she moaning so load for it's 6am" you say to cook and he laughs a little "that's Ruth for you" cook says before he gets out of bed and looks through his belongings "I'm going to the kitchen" cook says "ok be there in a moment" you say to him before spraying yourself with come of cook cologne so you don't stink you walk down to the kitchen as cooks mum and a man looks at you "who the fuck are you" the lady says "mum she's my girlfriend" cook says as you stood there awkwardly knowing not not his girlfriend "hi you have a very ... lovely home" you say to her.

After a while cook was told to take paddy to school so you came with they got some chips for the fish and chip shop to share as they walked along talking "this looks crap" you say as you arrive at his school "it is" paddy says "right who's giving you shit" cook says as paddy points out 3 boys "lads" cook shouts out at them he just shakes his head at them you light a cigarette before you and cook walk to the collage you wait outside the door for him to come back out as he wanted to speak to some people and you didn't feel like it. When cook comes out his eyes are all red and some man's staring at him "what the fuck happened" you ask as you can tell he is in pain "he fucking pepper sprayed me" cook says "what the fuck" you say "you go get some rest yeah I know u haven't slept for the past 2 nights" cook says "ok night" you say and walk home. When you get inside you fall asleep on the sofa watching some tv show.

You wake up to someone ringing your doorbell you get up and answer it "ok ok I'm fucking coming" you scream as you answer the door "oh hi cook" you say as you answer the door "yeah umm wanna come on a road trip thing with me and my brother were just gunna drive for a while" he asks "sure" you say as you grab your shoes and get in the back of the car "yay holly" paddy says "hey pads" you say you all loosen up and start singing and shouting at everyone you drive passed you basically do whatever you want paddy drove more of the time than cook tbh, you all stopped under a bridge as paddy and cook start smashing up the car.
Once there done cook puts you next to him sitting on the hood of the car you lay your head on his shoulder as all three ova you pass a spliff cook gives paddy the spliff but as he breathes it in he almost chokes "take it easy" cook says with a big smile "I fucking love you pads" cook says "yeah fuck mum fuck everybody everybody else is a ducking tosser" paddy says and starts kicking the car cook looks at his brother like he's just seen a ghost. "What are we gunna do with him then" you ask cook when paddy falls asleep "Naomi's house" cook says as he picks up paddy and you and his walk to her house. Naomi covers paddy up and let's him sleep on her sofa as you and cook walk outside onto some grass "what's your mum gunna say" you ask and take the cigarette from his hand "don't care" he says and kisses you you both start making out "cook I'm not shagging you on the grass outside peoples houses" you say to him "why nones awake" cook questions "try again another day" you say to him as you start picking the nail polish off your nails "hey what's wrong" cook asks "nothing" you reply and get up "bye cookie" you say "wait if I come back to your can we Willy waggle then" cook asks "sure but anthea home and she doesn't knock" you say "hard pass" cook say as you carry on walking home.

"Hi again Freddie" you say as Freddie's in your kitchen "I'm going to bed" you say as you walk up to your bedroom you fall asleep.

A week later
"Hols wake up todays the day" effy wakes you up you climb out of bed as fast as you could you get dressed into a mesh brown shirt and brown jeans with your hair half up half down and some coffee airforces. "Ready" you say to effy as you walk to the fort place.
(Ignore the shoes)

When you get there cook turns and looks at you, effy, jj, and Freddie walk in as he gets called in paddy comes running in cook starts talking to him so you walk over and get him you sit him down and talk to him the whole time. When you see cook he's with a load of policemen you run out and just keep running you run till you get to a park you sit on the end of the slide. You move from the slide to the swing and just swing there for at least an hour "Hey" someone says "hi" you say really confused as you've never met them "sorry this is weird but I saw you swinging looking sad everything ok" the stranger asks "it might be or might not depends on how life goes" you say and get up you run back to the stonem house and hug effy as tight as you can when you get in "I've never seen you love someone who isn't me or tony more than you love him" effy says Freddie just watching the girl breakdown in her sisters arms "wanna go to a party" effy asks and you nod "ok go get ready" effy says as you run upstairs you put a tiny dress on with hells.

"Come on then"effy says as you tag along with her and Freddie when you get there you go straight to the dance floor you dance with some random boy you take a few sips of a glass of beer before you see effy walk out so you dance a bit longer assuming she's gone to smoke when she comes back in she drags you away from the boy your kissing. "Home" she says and walks you home "love you yeah" effy says "love you more" you say back and wipe off you make up.the next morning effy shouts up to you "we're going to a bbq meet you there" you get dressed in the same thing you wore yesterday and leave the house following effy and Freddie. You go straight to the garden everyone knew you to it hard when cook left so while everyone's enjoying themselves you sitting on a chair smoking "who's got anymore pills effy, don't think makes life much easier Naomi darling got nay,ore of your special powder no where's cook when you need him ey" Emily says as you get up and barge passed her "sort your shit before you talk to me again Emily" you say to her as you walk over to play with James you jj and James dance with everyone else, when you see Emily kissing some girl and Naomi shouting at her. You leave when Emily bursts into tears you go home and go to sleep.