"Come on holly you need to get changed" anthea says as you hadn't left effys side for 3 days "ok I will be back soon" you say to effy as you walk home you get changed into a black mini skirt with a white shirt it's your hair loosely curled and white airforces.
Anthea drives you back as you we've through all the cleaners "there's panda what's she doing" you say as you see a load of people on jumpy things "come on panda there after you" effy says as you all laugh as panda climbs in through the window. She gets something out her bag that's makes music "couldn't you have just brought me some grapes or something" effy says "grapes are for chipmunks this is so better I wrote you a song I just can't get the hang of tit and pisswit instructions were in Japanese." Panda says before it finally works and panda passes you a "scrappy scrappy" as panda calls it "some days are disasters that you wish could just end
Other days are bastards just like a bad boyfriend but it makes me feel much worse than this to see your face masked with a frown I'm not telling you to smile but dont be down don't be down my friend dont do you wrists any harm you don't belong on a funny farm and I'd rather see you in a party dress than in a hospital gown I'm not telling you to smile but don't be downI would rather see you in a party dress you in a party dress than in a hospital gown I'm not telling you to smile but don't be down" panda sings while you scrape and effy shakes "did you write that" you ask while you effy and panda are laughing your heads off "I'm NoT tElL iN yOu tO" panda says mocking herself.A few hours later you walk to Naomi's house you ring the doorbell as some girl who looks like you answers it "hi I'm here to see cook" you say "how do you know my cookie" she says you just walk passed her "friends you know" you say as you see Naomi and cook in the kitchen "afternoon" you say as you grab some bread to put in the toaster and the girl who answered the door sits on cooks lap you turn around and sit on the counter "I think I lost my thong at the bus top last night babe" she says as she sits on his lap. When you toast pops up you put it on your plate and get butter out the fridge and spread it on the toast as you sit on a chair and take a bite when you done you go in the living room where everyone's sitting. That girl was practically biting cooks ear off "if hollys having one you can all" Naomi says even tho you had just got in the room "what did you call her" cook said and you could tell they were talking about cooks lover "um I might have made a slight" Naomi "her names Arica for fucks sake" cook says as everyone sees you walk behind Naomi and sit down on the floor "whys everybody weirding her" cook says "yeah your friends are weirdal cook" Arica says as cook suddenly realises"oh man I just remembered you gotta go something come up" cook says and everyone can tell it just clicked to him that she look like you "oopies" you say as you see Karen leave with cook.
You walk out to see cook crying on the floor so you hang back a second before you walk out "hey" you say as he turns around "hi" he says "hug" you ask and he nods "I swear I didn't notice" cook says "calm you found a girl you liked no biggie" you say to him "come on let's go back inside" you say to cook as you both walk inside. You spent the night at Naomi's as she starts playing music again you leave cooks bed as he was still asleep you walk downstairs "the cops are here" you shout up the stairs to cook you and him both jump out the window and out the back.
You and cook run to Freddie's shed and walk in to see effy "did you both fuck everything up again" effy asks "yeah well just me" cook says "it's his birthday today" effy says "yeah" you say cook looks through a pile of Freddie's clothes to find a shirt as you sit on a chair and cook comes and joins you he draws little circles with his thumb on your thigh. Cook passes her a book as effy starts reading it all the lines said I love her. "Ah my powers of deductive reasoning are unparalleled. There actually hunting you with dogs impressive" jj says as he walks in jj sticks his head out and panda walks in "hello eff I've been trying to tell you something I'm going away to Harvard on a history scholarship" panda says. Everyone stays quiet you start playing some music. Jj tells karen we're having some party then cook jj and her start dancing you effy and panda cuddling on the sofa. "That bunda" you shout as the all turn around with there bums out soon after your all playing cards "what's your truth then" cook says "I slept with a teacher in high school" you say as jj looks at you and Emily Thomas and Katie walk in "what kinda lame rave is this" Katie says as Naomi walks In " I've loved you from the first time I saw you I think I was 12 it took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you and I was scared of the way I felt you know loving a girl that I learned to become a sarcastic bitch just to make me feel normal I screwed guys to make it go away but it didn't work. When we got together it scared the shit outta me because you were the one person who could ruin my life I pushed you away and made you think things were your fault but really I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl Sophia to kind of spite you for having that hold on me" Naomi starts saying as everyone watches you zone out and start picking the nail polish of your nails you zone back it and Naomi and Emily are kissing so you assume things went well and you all start taking shots getting drunk and dancing.
After a while you walk out to see cook pissing in a bush "that's nice" you say as you walk passed him and out the gates you walk home when you get home you cover up your mum up who had fallen asleep on the sofa and you walk to the kitchen you get a cookie from the cookie jar and you sit on the counter eating it once you finish it cook comes running into the stonem house "I'm leaving and you said if I ever run away to bring you with same so you wanna come" cook asks and you nod you grab all the money from your room and you steal anthea car as you both drive off.
"I killed someone that's why we had to get out of here" cook says "we all do bad things" you say back to him.
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Miss you // James cook
RandomWhat if effy wouldn't speak to her sister after she nearly died what if she blamed it all on her