You slept in Fred's shed that night "I'm going to live with jj if you need me" cook says as he walks out you just sit in his shed a few hours later you go to jj park house as some girl walks out you walk in "j you home" you shout "up the stairs" jj shouts back as you see cook with a half shaved stomach. "Cook let me in" you say crying again cook comes out the bathroom and he hugs you while talking to jj "I'm going to Naomi's u coming" cook asks you and you nod you both walk to Naomi's house and you sit on her couch hugging him "I miss her I fucking miss her" you say to him "dont think about it" cook says and you hug him tighter "if u ever leave this town bring me with you" you say to him and he agrees before you fall asleep while he plays with your hair.
You wake up in cooks arms you phone effy but no reply you hadn't been home since her accident "I'm gunna visit effy" you say to cook as you get up and walk home "mum can you drive me to where effys staying" you ask her "no she told me not to let you see her give her time sweety" she says while you storm upstairs you get changed because you were gunna take a bus to where effy was you get in some nice pros and a Nike jumper and put your hair in a messy bun before you leave.
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When you get there you walk up to the front desk "um effy stonem please" you say and she leads you to effys room "hey" you say as you walk in and she stays silent "Freddie was there he was trying" you start but effy cuts you off "i didn't want Freddie I wanted you but you went off somewhere" effy says "I'm sorry I'm here now" you say and she hugs you "I'm going home tomorrow" she says "yeah I will be home more often I've only been home once since these whole shenanigans" you say to her and she smiles "see you tomorrow" she shouts as you walk home.
The next day you wake up early and effy was already home when she looks in her room she looks surprised mum had changed it a lot "I love it" effy said anthea keeps talking. When she leaves effy unpacks as you sit on her bed "we're going out get ready" you say to effy as you leave her room when she's chnaged you walk downstairs and out the door. You take her to Freddie's house then walk off you walk around for a while before sitting outside Naomi's house "hey" Naomi says walking out "hi" you say back "things cook between you and effy" she asks "not fully how about with you and Emily" you ask her "I don't know if they ever will be" she says "yeah I know what you mean" you say "wanna come inside" she says "I'm ok I need to go home see you around" you say and walk home effys just following a boring routine every day. When you get home you see her asleep so you go to sleep. "Hols wake up we're going to collage with panda" effy shouts so you climb out of bed and stay in the outfit you were in as you would only be there for thirty mins "I don't even know why I'm bothering I know I've failed useless as usual" panda said " at least you took yours I was too mental" effy said and followed it up with "and holly was in too much of a state with cook then with me" "yeah" you look around knowing it's been a good load of months since you had been you effy and panda all hold hands and walk to the gym you all walk up to the front "a c ok" panda says as you pay her on the back then panda says she wants to tell us all something but effy cuts her off "Doug I wanna retake what do i" effy says "yes about that come with me" he says and you and panda are left standing in the hall. When effy comes out "he wants us to fake our scores" effy whispers in your ear and passes you the envelope.
A few days later You look at it and he gave you 3as "everyone's meeting at Keith's pub come on I'm not doing without you" effy says "ok let me get changed" you say to as as you pick something out your wardrobe. You but on a little blue dress with blue airforces and your hair down with a tad bit of makeup.
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You and effy said outside for a minute in the rain looking at everyone "come on" you as as you both walk inside "right now that the stonems are here and where all suitably refreshed the exam results party planning committee have decreed that all are results be ready out in quick succession so ready a,a,b" jj says and everyone cheers a,a,a Naomi says and everyone cheers again you and effy just sit there dredging your gos b,b,c Emily says and the same cheer for her c in philosophy panda says you hold effys hand under the table b,c,c Katie says a,c,c Freddie says I got expelled Thomas says and everyone cheers louder everyone goes quite and waits for you and effy "it doesn't matter what I got none of this matters it's just numbers in a page it's not real not to me anyway your all great your all great people" effy says and before she can Finnish you walk out because you knew everyone would ask for your score next.
"Hey princess" you hear a familiar voice say you walk over to cook who's standing in the rain "it's me and you babe it's always gunna be me and you" cook says as he kisses your forehead "what you leaving in there for" he asks you "I didn't belong in there" you say "it's cold I'm going home" you say to cook as you give him a kiss.
A few days later effy had only left the house to go see that John foster man and you had only left to visit cook when you get home after spending the night at Naomi's you walk into effys room to see her clearing all the draws "I can't find pato" effy says as you start looking with effy "pato where are you" she starts shouting as anthea walks in "effy effy he was behind the bed" she says holding pato effy suddenly looks at the mess she made she walks into the garden and starts burning her thing clothes all of it "I need John he will make me better" effy said as anthea agrees the next morning anthea takes her to John while you go sit on a bench at the park "here she is" cook says as he comes and sits next to you as he lights a cigarette "when was the last Time you brushed your hair" you ask cook as it was a mess "we're going to a party" cook said as he holds out his hand for you to take. He walks you to a party on a roof and you both dance together for hours "so what we doing next" cook asks "something bad" you say and smile at him you both walk round the streets for a while "oh daja vu." You said as you got the the ally tony got hit by a bus in "yeah isn't that the French for what the fuck is going on" cook said "no" you said and laughed "I've been here before something bad happened here" you say and take a few steps forward "what" cook asks "tony my brother he got hit by a bus" you say to him and you start panicking as you shoved it deep down "it never happened it never happened" you start shouting as a bus drives passed you jump back in shock. "Holly please stop" cook says as he hugs you and starts kissing you "come on yeah I will take you home" cook says as he walks you home when he rings the doorbell effy opens it "what's wrong with her" anthea asks "nothing" effy shouts as cook takes you to your room. "Stay cookie" you say to him laying in bed as he walks back in your room and sits in the chair next to your bed.
The next morning cook had gone back to Naomi's and effy had been told she has to stay in the loony bin again as she had a nervous breakdown they wouldn't let anyone visit her because apparently someone was already there "holly we're going to visit effy" anthea shouts upstairs so you put on a grab hoodie with shorts as you ran downstairs and got in the car when you got there you see Freddie was the reason you couldn't visit. Freddie hugs anthea as you sit on the bed stroking her hair out her face. You sit with effy for the next few days.
