Chapter 13 - "Forgive Yourself Once, It's Probably Not Bad"
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"........"
The whole room was silent after what happened between Sean and I, he said to take it as if ... we were just helping ourselves. Why does he have to describe it this way?
Now I'm sleeping next to him, of course, for my safety, I put the clothes, as to Sean, he only wears shorts and boxers, as before, the size of the pants is short so you can see the edge of the underwear. The hearts of the girls probably melt if they saw Sean as well, but me? I do not know how to explain, I can not look away, it worries me ...
don't know what to do,Sean is embracing my shoulder while he's sleeping, looking as calm, comfortable and natural, it's as if I were his wife and this is our routine married.
I went to bed, I breathed slowly, afraid of Sean come and want to try something new, but no, he just turned and hugged me.
"Ugh ..."
Sean moaned softly in his throat as he turned to hug me like I was asleep, but we're both still awake.
I lay back and folded my hands in my stomach like a corpse.
Sean lay on his side and put his arms around my waist, his warm breath reaches my cheeks, as her nose high was near my cheek, a slight movement of the head and there was contact.
I do not understand Sean, I know he's not a statue, and he is an extremely elegant man, cool and quiet as well as being skilled, it was impossible for him to stop and do nothing, but he stopped and did what I asked him to do, that's why I'm happy. Although I can not help to panic when I imagine what Black would do if he found it. I'll definitely die!
" can not sleep?" Sean asked.
"Mmm."
"Why are you afraid?" Sean smiled at the mouth of the corner of his which made me turn to look at him, touch the tips of our noses and then press his lips tightly in my mouth again.
"God, that's enough Sean" I screamed and pulled away making Sean laugh.
"Hahahaha."
"Well, you will die even if you want to continue." I say sarcastically
"All right, go to sleep. Why are you so afraid? You said no, so I will not do anything."
"You said you would not do anything with me tonight, but in the end you did."
"Well, you're cute."
"It's not a reason." I hit him.
"Do not play with me."
"I have not done anything, I just hug you, kiss and take your hand."
"Really? Sean, you just did it!"
He just hug me, kiss me and touch my hand? he tortured my whole body! I feel as if i had been crushed and beaten all night.
It was very aggressive, it is not that it hurt, but I'm too white, just applying a little force and marks are formed. I still do not want to think about the brands that will have neck tomorrow, Phi Sorn and his mother will definitely notice, he likes to kiss me everywhere ... What should I do?
"What are you thinking this time? Sleep fast."
Sean pulled me to hug me, pressed my head against his chest and put the blanket to cover us.
He put an arm around my shoulders and hugged my waist with the other, he's very close, so much that I couldn't sleep, but in the end tiredness made me fall asleep.
