Chapter 18: The One Who Knows Nothing
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"W ... When did I say that?"
I can't remember, when did I tell Sean that I don't like someone who spoke rudely? Yes, I am not so vulgar as to remove any part of my body, but I still am. Dad gave me a good environment to grow up in and never allowed me to desecrate it by swearing, but when you start having friends things change, I become orderly and home-schooled, but when I'm at school, things change.
In conclusion, I have been pampered since high school, I remember that was the peak period of my life, I was very polite and orderly, the moment when I couldn't keep up with my friend in elementary school, but I don't remember very well what happened at that time.
"It's true, White told me that"
"But when we're in front of Gram you can't talk to me like that," I said directly to Sean "I haven't told them yet that I'm not Black."
Right now Sean is the only person who knows who I am, Gram and Yok still believe that I am their friend.
"When do you think you're going to tell them?" Sean asked me that question, the question to which even I still have no answer.
"....." So I kept quiet.
"Are you going to fool them forever? I don't think that will work"
"I won't fool them forever" I Look at Sean's face "Maybe I'll wait a while, until my brother comes back, now that Black already knows everything because Phi Dan told him, I don't know why he remains silent and refuses to show up, I still don't know, first I thought it was because creditors were chasing him, but the truth is that they are just snooty college students who like to go on causing trouble at home, they don't bring weapons or they are terrifying like in the movies and they're not smart enough to follow my brother everywhere"
"Hmmm ..."
Sean listened to me silently as he nodded.
"In addition, I have already asked my father to pay the debt, those guys have broken the contract so they will probably never see Black again, the problem is where did he go? Why can't anyone get in touch with
him ... Including me?"
"Are you angry?" asked Sean
"....."
"Hey...?"
"It's heartbreaking, isn't it?" Sean's question, he's my brother's best friend which confuses me and I don't understand it very well.
"What is?"
"Let me guess, he forbid White not to mess with Sean, right?" Sean began to explain one thing to me at a time.
"Yea" I nodded and tried to answer.
"But you didn't believe him and you're still involved with me"
"Ah ..." I'm confused, but Sean keeps adding
"Black is an indie * when we fight, he disappears for three weeks, he doesn't go to school, he doesn't get in touch with anyone, but when he feels comfortable
enough being alone, he comes back on his own"
"Is it ... indie up to that point?" I opened my mouth in amazement why I was unaware of my brother's habits, sean nodded.
"Yes, it is up to that point"
Sean and I walked and continued talking about my brother, we walked into a random restaurant, when we entered we took a seat and continued talking, when I
ordered, I forgot some dishes, but the dishes in this seafood restaurant are too many. When we finished ordering, Sean and I continued the conversation about Black.
