Stuck in the Middle| Mosh

Reality🖤

Indiana: what's wrong?
Mads: I think Josh and Nessa are going to get back together.
Indiana: wait how do you know that?
Mads: I heard Josh and Bryce talking about it; he said he would get back together with her if he could. I think I need to face reality that I won't find anyone in my life.
Indiana: I thought you and Josh were just friends.
Mads: we were like friends with benefits; truth is I really loved him.
Indiana: and you didn't tell me?!
Mads: I didn't want to tell anyone; I thought if I kept it private I can see if he actually loved me, or not.
Indiana: I don't think he's going to get back together with her.
Mads: I just want to go lay down.
Indiana: ok, do you want me to talk to him?
Mads: nooo. I'm going to do the right thing?
Indiana: which is?
Mads: avoid the situation, and start over.
Indiana: that's not always the right answer.
Mads: it is right now.

Indiana drives me back to my apartment, and I slowly get out the car.

Indiana: are you sure this is the way to go?
Mads: I have to do what's best for me. Just for a couple of days.
Indiana: alright I'll see you in three weeks.
Mads: ok. Tell your mom I said hi.
Indiana: I will.
Mads: and thank you.
Indiana: what for?
Mads: for being by my side all this time, and never giving up on me.
Indiana: you're welcome; I'll always be there for you even if you don't want me too. Bestfriends forever.
Mads: forever.

I went inside my apartment and thank goodness it was empty; I just really want to be alone. I'm tired, I'm trying to gain my smile back, and I'm still exhausted from everything that happened the past 2 months I believe.

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