why me?

Chapter 30

Hello Readers,

I have made some changes to this chapter 30 and republished it.
Please have a new read!!

Thank you for showing so much support.

I want to share with you all the launch of another story - always and forever!!
If you guys are looking for drama and hot and fun read them you can also read that one. It will have weekly updates.

I can understand that everyone has a different opinion about what should have happened or what will happen with Misha and Vivaan's relationship. And I completely agree that what Vivaan did was not belong forgiveness. But at the same time I want to tell you all that nobody is perfect, everyone has flaws and clearly Vivaan had the biggest flaws and most horrific flaws. Not trying to defend him, but he was blinded by revenge, anger and pain, and that is a very deadly combo. Even though there can be no punishment big enough for his crimes but He is going to repent.
With that said, i also want to say that everyone deserves a second chance. So lets see what happens when Misha gives him that chance, maybe things will work out and maybe they wont, we don't know yet.
Just wait and watch what happens. Stay tuned.

Happy Reading :)

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Misha POV

The hallway was dark, I took each step slowly as I didn't want to make any sound. I quickly stroke my way through the semi dark hall into the kitchen, as I did not want wake anyone up.

As I was filling water bottle for the night, the moon rays peeked in through the kitchen window. It created a very serine vibe.
There just darkness but then suddenly this one ray of light enters and breaks through the black curtain of the night. This light reminded me of Vaani my sweet daughter, who is the ray of light in my life.

I was walking back to my room when I heard sounds of whimpering. It sounded faint. As first I wanted to ignore it and move towards my room but then I heard it again. Unknowingly my feet started moving towards the source of the sound, and I found myself standing outside Vivaan's room.

The door was slightly open and hesitantly I pushed it open because I heard the whimpering sound again.

Vivaan was lying on his bed with sheets crumbled at his feet. His hands were wrapped around his torso and his side. He was sweating profusely, so I went in to have a closer look. I noticed he was sweating and shivering in his sleep. His face was all pale and he was whimpering.
Maybe he was having a nightmare or something.

It took me a second to register his vulnerable state. In all the years I have known him, he has never looked so ... so... breakable! His face, his body language , his whimpering was something I have never him as.

My head snapped towards his disheveled state as I heard him whimper again loudly, as if he was in pain.
For a split second my hand moved to caress his forehead and I slightly brushed the two strands from his head away.
After noticing his even breathing, I turned and left the room without a second glance. I went to my room where my princess was sleeping.

What was that Misha !!! How can you feel compassion towards him, he is a heartless person.

I realized that I may be giving him a second chance ... but it is only because he is a good father to my daughter.  Even if I give him another chance to prove himself as a good husband, I know he will fail .. just like he has done before.

I sighed thinking that I will probably never get a husband who cares for me, a husband who supports me and stands by me.

I don't know what the future holds for us as a couple but as long as he is a good father, I'll be okay!