why me?

Chapter 23

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Third Person POV

She had left him, she had left the beast of a man. The person who first friended her, pretended to love her, care for and then destroyed her soul and body. But Vivaan was on the verge of madness.

He was driving crazily towards the airport. His mind was fogged with his memories of her- when he met her at the orphanage, when he started liking her, when he realized she had killed his brother, when he betrayed her and tortured her and when she told him that she was pregnant. Knowing that she was leaving him, he did not seem to care that this was the same woman who was responsible for his brother's death. Somehow he could not stop himself from wanting her to be by his side.

He remembered her letter -

Yes, Ayush is the father of my child. I am sorry chachu, I could not bring myself to say this to you all as I feel ashamed of hidding my affair from you all. I am leaving for London and will marry Ayush there.

He was filled with hurt and rage at the same time. How could she lie about something as pure as their child.

"Thats MY child" he screamed in agony and pain.. He could only see red at this point.

It was raining heavily on the highway and the car's windows were hazy because of the water. Suddenly, he felt his eyes becoming hazy and fogged too just like the windows and he felt his cheeks wet. He was crying. He had not cried in the last decade or so. 

He was a ruthless business man, a person who needed to step up when his family was crushed. He had to be strong for his mom, for his sister who were broken after his brother's death and his father's paralysis. He did not let his emotions guide him then, he chose to hide those emotions and be someone capable enough to support his family. But then he fell in love and the wall he had built around himself to protect his feelings was melting, his feelings towards Misha were melting his wall of ice around him.

She was the first person in front of whom he cried while talking about his brother's death when they were at the orphanage and when she had hugged him back, he felt complete. He felt that he could open his heart to this one person. But that melting wall of ice froze again when he found out that Misha was responsible his father's and brother's accident.

His trust in people wavered and the wall of ice around him became a wall of stone.

He was already a broken individual when he met her but he hid it well. But from his perspective Misha had betrayed him. In his eyes, she was a murderer. How could he feel something towards a murderer. The emotions he had never acted on in the past 5 years were now commanding him to take revenge for his family's destruction. His rage and feeling of betrayal clouded his judgment and morality and made him take actions against Misha in hopes of punishing her.

He was blinded by rage and hurt but that did not give him the right to abuse her the way he did. His reason for revenge can be justifed but his actions and what he did to her could not be justified.

He closed his eyes for a second feeling ashamed. Just the thought of lossing his wife and child without getting a second chance had shook him to his core. Before he could relalize, he felt a bright ray of surge through his closed eye lids and A large honking sound burst his ear drum.