why me?

Chapter 27

Hello Readers,

Thanks for telling me about what you all think about this story so far.and many thanks for wishing me good health .. your support matters alot

I agree Vivaan should've spoken up. But just want to put out there that he is not a perfect character, not perfect at all. Alot of you had started liking him after his accident but hated him when he didn't speak up .. please dont hate him so suddenly... he is also just human and a very imperfect one at that.... But in this story, you will see him grow and evolve. Hopefully, you won't hate him so much after a few chapters

Also, a lot of you are hating Vivaan's mother... but just think from her perspective. She doesn't know the truth... so for her .. her son has suffered and that's why she was mean to Misha.

I also want to clarify that this is a work of fiction and this book does not support rape or physical or mental abuse of any sort. But yes this story is based on harsh circumstances.

But this book was started with the idea of - Beauty and the Beast

Vivaan was a beast but how he will change for his Misha.

Please let me know what you all think

Happy Reading:)

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Third person POV

Vivaan tried to sleep but he couldn't. He walked toward the balcony to get some fresh air. Since the last week, he analyzed the conversation at Misha's house where everyone blamed her.
At that point he wanted to tell everyone the truth... but the great Vivaan Vadhera was not so great that day when he kept his mouth shut. He knew he was wrong, he had to do something about it. He let Misha take the blame that day, and he felt guilty ever since.

He heard the door to his bedroom open up with a knock

"Vivaan?" He heard Misha's sweet voice and again the guilt in him rose like no other.
He went inside and saw Misha standing there.

"Misha what are you doing here?"

"Hum... woh.. your mom said we should talk it out and spend time together to mend our differences" she spoke.

Seeing her expression and behaviour he realized what had happened. She was being forced by his mom and her family to give him a chance to their marriage.
He cursed in his mind knowing that it was wrong.

But he realized that all this was happening because f*cking didn't open his mouth that day. Her family had blackmailed her in being here. He won't lie, he was glad to have her and his daughter with him but it just didn't feel right.

He had forced her before and those scars were still fresh and he didn't want to force her again. He cursed himself again for being stupid and knowing that he should have spoken up in front of the families.

He came a little closer to her but made no move to touch her. "Misha I... please forgive me... I should have spoken up when everyone was blaming you. Believe me I had to no intention for them to blame you, I was just ... just stupid. I am not perfect" he looked down in shame. He was wrong and he knew it. "I will tell them all the truth Misha... all of it...I should have said it before itself but I didn't and I am sorry"

Misha's head snapped at that "Wow you have clearly realised it fast enough Vivaan. But yes its better the truth comes out from your mouth" she smirked at him but at the same time she felt hurt because of the way her family treated her.

They both stood in the room, none saying another word. After minutes of silence Vivaan decided to break the silence

"I don't want to be selfish this time Misha. I know you think I have not changed and I am still that monster but .. I am not anymore please you have to believe me. However, I still think you and Vaani should .. should return to London far away from me and our families. I hurt you in the past and the family hurt you now. You are a far better person than any of us deserve." he looked down again not able to meet her eyes.

Misha was shocked to hear this. He was offering her exactly what she wanted. But why was her heart heavy ?

After lots of thinking, she had finally decided to give their marriage and relationship one chance for the sake of her daughter. But after hearing Vivaan she realized that she had decided to give another chance not just for Vaani but also because she wanted to believe that people can change, that he had changed. She wanted him to be the person whom she fell for and love her. But she was never going to tell him that.

She moved forward and held his hand in hers. This made Vivaan to look up at her.

"Vivaan I am not going away. Our daughter needs us both and for her sake, I want to give us a chance. The pain you gave me was unbearable but even after everything I found myself thinking about you every single time. I want to give us a chance for the sake of Vaani and for the sake of the friendship we shared."

Vivaan looked at her deeply... and she spoke more

"Vivaan I am doing it all for Vaani. I genuinely want Vaani to have a good childhood and a happy family. Yes you have hurt me but I want my daughter to never know that. I don't want my daughter to think that she was born out of hate. I want her to have a chance at normal life. I loved you in the past and for the sake of that love I forgive you, for the sake of Vaani I forgive you. " she spoke pouring her heart out. "Our past will only destroy our daughter's life."

Misha knew that she was doing right by her daughter.

Vivaan was spell bound and shocked, he did not know what to say.

This woman whom he loved was the same woman whom he had hurt. Yet today, she was standing in front of him lowering her ego for the sake of their daughter. He wanted her to know that he would always support her. He may have been stupid in front of the families but he will not be stupid anymore, he will be the best version of himself now onwards.

" Thanks for giving me a chance with my daughter even after all the hurt I have put you through." he held her hand tighter "I will tell everyone everything and nobody will ever blame you, I promise." Your respect is my respect . He vowed.

"Good.. " she looked towards the bed assessing the sleeping situation. She walked past Vivaan towards the bed. She took a pillow from the bed and put in on the couch.

"Misha you don't have to sleep there on the couch ... you can sleep..." Vivaan spoke but got interrupted by Misha.

"This is couch is not for me .. its for you. Suit yourself and sleep here or wherever else you want in this room, but this bed ... this bed is mine" she turned away from the sofa and laid on the bed. She turned off her the side lamp and covered herself with the duvet.

Vivaan stood shocked ... this is going to be a bumpy ride!

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Hello readers

Sorry if the chapter was small but I could only write so much since yesterday specially because I wasnt feeling well.

So she had forgiven him ... wow

I know some of you might hate that she forgave him but I hope that most of you don't

Yes he was a bad man, a horrible husband but his journey of change has already started.

This story was always meant to have a deep side to it... its filled with compromises, hurt, pain ...

But if you want to read something else ... something more fun and lively then you are welcome to read my other novel "BeMiNE" :)

Please let me know what you all think

Best

- Lovestruck 420