Hi girls 💕
I hope you're all doing well. 🥰
This post is a little heavy...
I feel I should put a warning on this or something.
Hopefully I'm not confusing you guys too much. Lmk if i am.
Anyway, just curious...
How are gas prices where youre at?
I just filled up my gas tank with $175.
I drive a massive suv for reference but still wtf is that right??
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Rate the severity of your symptoms.
Mark the box with an '✔️' to indicate your answer to each question.
There was a row of boxes after each question.. above each box was a number.
0, being the least amount, meaning I felt nothing.. and 5 indicating I was losing my fucken mind.
Over the last 2 weeks, how often have you been bothered by the following problems?
First question,
• Are you feeling irritable or having angry outbursts?
Um..
2.
Okay, maybe it should be a 5. 😮💨
Next question,
• Do you feel like youre losing control?
Idk I feel like someone else should answer that for me. Do I seem unstable?? I don't think I am. But what if I'm in denial?
I read through the list of questions and filled the box i felt best defined how I was feeling.
...until the entire 5th row was filled from top to bottom.
Shit.
It's been a while since I've done that.
• Trouble falling asleep or staying asleep?
Solid 10.
I finished updating my address and phone number on the paper then handed the clipboard back to the girl behind the counter.
It took me forever to answer those 20 questions. I kept going back, making sure I understood the question before answering because I didn't wanna be sent to a psych evaluation.
I know what the problem is but I can't diagnose myself. It's frowned upon by physicians and the government. I also know exactly how to treat this.. the problem is, Im unable to self medicate unless I wanna end up back in jail.
I was so tired. The office phone kept ringing off the hook.. everytime I would begin to doze off, it would ring again & startle me awake. Normally I would be asleep at this hour. Or at least trying to get some rest. Haven't had much luck.
I sleep much better during the day.. its why I like working nights. But the problem lately is i can't stay asleep.
My internal clock has been fucked up for months. I honestly have no idea how im even functioning right now.
I've been going to my dr for a few years now.. I like him alot. He listens. He really takes the time to discuss things with me. He has never dismissed my concerns or made me feel stupid or crazy.
