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"Mom, it was literally the coolest thing I've ever seen in my entire life. Did you get my pictures?"
"Mhmm. Stunning. One day we'll see it together.."
It's on my bucket list now.
Visit Barcelona. ✔️
"So what did you wanna talk about? I've got like 20 min before my ride gets here."
I have put off telling junior about some things cus I wasnt sure how everything would play out in the end. Also I was mentally unstable.. not gonna lie 🥴 but ya girl is working on it.
Keeping secrets is not really doing me any good.. And since he's all the way across the Atlantic I decided to confess it all to this boy.. and idk how he's gonna handle it but I feel junior will be understanding.
I wanted to wait for him to return but my therapist thinks I should do it now.
& I know what you're thinking.
Who's your therapist Liz? I thought you ditched Catherine.. and yes that is what happened but I haven't ditched her advice.
She suggested i do it now.. well "now" was around the last time we talked. So its been a while but the reason behind it made sense at the time.. so I'm just gonna go for it.
It's noon over here but it's late in Barcelona.
I heard him out.. now he's gotta hear me out.
"Jr. Theres something I've been meaning to tell you."
"What's up?"
Here goes nothing.
"I got in a fight with your aunt the other day."
"What aunt?"
"Crystal."
"For real? About what?"
"I feel like you heard something about it already.. like from Johnny." I feel like he already knows all the details and then some.
"Wdym? I haven't talked with Johnny in like 2 weeks.. he left on vacation with his gfs family to Mexico."
"Oh.." nvm.
"Whats going on?"
I thought it would be easier doing this over the phone.. but it wasnt. I didn't want him to feel guilty over any of this.. that was my biggest concern.
We can't change what happened but I could still explain the full situation.. help him understand things alittle better. And answer any questions he has. So I had to start from the very beginning.
"I'm sorry I'm doing this over the phone. But i wanted to tell you the truth about that day you walked in on me and Michael arguing... I hope you can understand why it's taken me so long to bring it up. I know it was hard for you to see and hear everything so I understand why you reached out to your aunt.. but there was one thing I didn't tell you about."
"What is it?"
I did tell him about Roman but I never told him about Jason.. i never thought things would turn out like this. I didn't want him to hear it from anyone else. So I told him what happened between us and.. he didnt take it well. Not at all..
