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Liam cancelled on me.. again.
He sounded so upset over it.. But I understood his situation. His mom called him to let him know she was being admitted to the hospital because she had swelling in one of her legs.. the drs were concerned it might be a blood clot.
Blood clots are fucken scary. Crystals mom died from one of those. I hope it isn't that. She told him not to worry about her but how's he not gonna worry about his mother. I told him to keep me updated. And we agreed to meet on another night.
Now i was left with two choices. Let the outfit I put together go to waste or take myself out. And it was a damn good outfit you guys. I didnt even wanna take it off.. the whole point was for liam to do all that. 😏 itsajoke.
Romi was out on her date. Sending me updates every 30 min.
This girl is so funny.. without even trying.
- we're going in to watch the movie now. Might not hear from me for 2-3 hrs.
Should I get popcorn?
- get off your phone bitch. Go make out with Gerardo in the theater and call me later.
- okay but yes to popcorn or nah?
I can't..
- nvm. I don't want my mouth to taste like butter.
This girl 😂
I love popcorn. Idgaf if my mouth tastes like butter, that's the guys problem.
Anyway.. I got up and called Catherine's office. I cancelled my appt with her to hang out with blue eyes but since I got nothing else going on, I wanted to see if my appt time was still available.
It wasn't but they had a cancellation so she was able to squeeze me in the following day.. Perfect. It's not like I'll be earning any hours with that son of bitch anyway.
I didn't wanna go to the club.. the homegirls text me to come through on my nights off but im not about it. The more time I spend there, the more I feel im slipping to the dark side.
I feel like im living a double life sometimes. I'm still trying to balance everything out. It hasn't been easy.
I didn't wanna take myself out but fuck it.. I'm doing it.
I was hungry. I opened a can of food for Milo and poured it into his dish so he could have a full belly too.
"Sorry Milo. You're having dinner alone tonight." Not that he cares.
Hes still in a fucken mood with me because I wont let him explore the neighborhood. Cats are so dramatic for no damn reason.
Currently hes taken over the laundry room. That's his room now. He likes to sleep inside the dryer. Rolled up in my bedsheets that have been in there for weeks. I have no buisness owning a washer and dryer.. hell, I have no business owning a house 🥴 its seen better days.
I think I need to hire someone to help me.. but what am i even looking for? It's not that serious I just have alot of shit I need to take care of and I'm all on my own out here.. If Michael can have a personal assistant, why can't I?
Sure hes got like 5 businesses and i got none but that's besides the point.
I'm doing it.
I got online and put up an ad for help wanted.. help with what exactly? Everything. My life is a mess.
I drove down to the marina to have dinner by myself at the Yard House that night.
I don't even know if I'd call it dinner.. by the time I got there my appetite had gone away..
