SATURDAY:
I randomly woke up and yawned and stretched I groaned fuckkkk and looked at Ludo. He was snoring lightly and it made me smile I checked my phone it said 12am I sighed. I fell asleep at 8 pm my dad had to leave at 5 am. He worked on Saturday and was off Sunday I mean that is what he told us but I don't know.
I carefully got up so I wouldn't wake Ludo I grabbed my phone and snuck out of Harry's room. I used the restroom and grabbed my keys and purse I quietly put on my shoes and walked out of my room.
I carefully walked past Harry's room and into the kitchen I made sure no one was up. I walked towards the front door and unlocked it and walked out of the house and closed the door and locked it. I walked over to my car and got in and locked the car and buckled up.
I turned on the car and turned on the radio and started jamming out I pulled out of the driveway. I rolled down the windows and drove out of the neighborhood it was a really beautiful night I was in shorts and a crop top. The wind was blowing in my face and hair I smiled at the thought of me and Harry.
I haven't snuck out of the house in forever I had small scars on my wrist unfortunately. I drove down the highway and jammed out to music. I got food and parked at the beach it was really beautiful. After I ate I checked my phone it said 2am I said oh shit and quickly threw my trash away and got in my car and locked it.
I left the beach and started heading back home I sighed because my life was changing every single day. At 3 am I got home and turned down my music and rolled up the windows. After I got out I locked my car and ran to the front door and quickly snuck in and locked the door.
I used the restroom then put my stuff in my room and went back to Harry's room and layed down. Ludo was still completely knocked out I laughed then fell asleep a little while later. I closed my eyes and opened them I yawned and stretched the sun was extremely bright I said ughhh it's too fucking early for this shit.
Ludo woke up and yawned and stretched I groaned fuckkkk. Ludo jumped off the bed and I also got up and opened the door and he ran in the living room and barked. I used the restroom and brushed my hair and teeth and went into the kitchen and got something to drink and eat. I started eating then threw my trash away and sat on the couch.
Anne said what do you guys want to do today I said I'm going to shower she said ok. A little while later I got up and went into my room and got clean clothes and turned on some music and went into the bathroom.
A couple minutes later I got I'm the shower and smiled when the hot water touched my skin. I immediately started thinking of Harry and when we showered together. An hour later I got out and dried off and changed I picked my dirty clothes up and went into my room.
I used a good smelling lotion and body spray I plugged my phone in and cleaned my face then went into the living room. We all hung out around the house and had a spa day we took pictures together it was extremely fun.
We cooked dinner a couple of hours later my dad came home and we all ate and hung out. I couldn't stop thinking about Harry and I felt a ping in my chest and I hated it. I looked at Gemma she said you ok Abby I said yea and she said ok.
I did the dishes and picked up the food and got flashbacks to when me and Harry did the dishes together. I ended up chilling in my room for the rest of the night and fell asleep while listening to One Direction.
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my step brother
عاطفيةthis is a story about a huge one direction fan finding out her step brother is harry styles Tw: suicidal thoughts and attempts