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♥︎𝐓𝐞𝐞 𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬♥︎
-𝙽𝚎𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚛𝚔, BRONX.💜
We sat in the doctors office as we received news about our baby boy. i looked over at shaquille who had a soft smile on his face making me smile a lil', I fucked shit up. If I knew how to act things would've been different. I feel like my baby is a blessing in disguise, I'm a mother now and it's certain shit I gotta stop doing. The only reason he's here is cause we did a maternity and it sure as hell was his.
"Mrs sage Roland's you are currently suffering from Chronic stress which could also cause problems for your baby. These can include effects on your unborn baby's growth and the length of gestation. Stay healthy and fit. Eat healthy foods, get plenty of sleep and exercise, I'll be right back as I get the book we give to new mothers" the nurse explained before walking away and it was just left with me and sha, my parents couldn't make this appointment but I finally got to meet sha's grandma and ion' even think she like me. I don't blame her though. I bet she's heard a lot about me.
"you aight?" Sha asked me making me snap outta my thoughts and I smiled before nodding my head making him shake his head and chuckle.
"What?" I asked.
"We really could've been sum' tee, you carrying my child though.... I forgive you for doin' all that foul shit, im a father now and ion' want you feeling guilty and stressin my kid" he shrugged, a slight weight got lifted off my shoulders as he told me he had forgiven me. And I swear if he gave me another chance I would dedicate my all to him, after dthang hitting my line I really thought that man would NEVER call my phone again I swear I cut off all ties with him so I don't know why he felt so comfortable to text me, but he cared not only about the baby but about me.
"So when do I get to meet my baby grandparents?" He asked, to be honest they already disappointed that I'm pregnant and especially with a hood nigga? That's scary as fuck. It's not like I was ever raised around all that cause I wasn't so I ain't really got no excuse I just be hoein' n shi.
"I mean whenever, I'm pretty sure they free tomorrow. So you could come for dinner at mine?" I asked nervously as I played with the bracelet he got me a while ago, said both of our last names on it.
"what you nervous foe? I ain't een do shit" this man must hate cause what? I just want him to love me again. He stretched his arm to yawn making me flinch and he looked at me weird.
"dthang used to hit you or sum?" He asked as he side eyed me. No nigga I heard watch you done to ALL your exes.
"No, boy you know you wouldn't care. Would've told me I deserve that shit" I laughed cause' it was all the way true.
"You right" he shrugged. "Don't get me wrong though ion hate you, you da' mother of my child. This baby gon' be the main reason I get out the streets for real" he smiled as he touched my stomach. "Aye but don't wife no hoe like ya mother" he laughed as he talked to his son and I mugged him cause don't do me I'm a changed person now, "I'm playin' mama" he laughed and I playfully pushed him.
"Boy shutup talking about me to my son like that" I laughed. "The hell this nurse taking so long for?" He asked as he became frustrated and so did I low-key, "calm down" he said to me before laughing because my leg was bouncing up and down. "My bad" I apologised.
"You chillin', you spoken to monroe?" He asked me, "yeah, everyday after the situation happened, I hope she's holding in well that is scary as fuck. I looked over at sha as his phone blew up, and i ignored the urge to ask him who THE FUCK was blowing up his shit. You just tell da bitch... whoever she it. When I catch her... IMMA BEAT HER ASS.After I delivery my child of course.
"Aight, imma pull up after the appointment mami' " why the fuck am I so heated about a nigga that ain't mf bitch is you serious? "You know I won't do you like that, imma pull up" he smiled on the phone and I sighed eyes him, he got of the phone and I got a glimpse of his wallpaper.
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Who the fuck is she and WHY she calling me a hoe, "so you gon' let her speak about me like that" I blurted out and he looked at me confused. "What?" He replied making me roll my eyes and move my chair away from him.
"The fuck is you talking about bro, ion like ya' attitude" he said with a mug and I sighed, I don't have the time nomo' chile.
"Tell Ya' other half after my son born imma fuck her up aight?" I smiled and he laughed before shaking his head.
"Why was your crazy ass all up in my phone?" He questioned.
"Cause I'm nosey nigga, the fuck" I responded.
"Ion like the way your tone is right now tee, quit playin' with me bro" he laughed, he always laughing at something nigga ain't shit funny.
"Shut the fuck up bro, this mutha fuckin' nurse taking so long im starting to think this a set up"
"What I tell you about your tone?" he said aggressively and I shut my ass up cause ion' want him hittin me or nun.
"You just want me to fuck you so bad huh" he laughed, bingo nigga. Since you offereddddd🙄
"Nah I'm cool on you, I'm pretty sure you "other half" wouldn't appreciate that." I replied. I'm feeling like the shit rn, had to pull a dthang on em haaaa.
