Until I found you again (Complete)

The closure

NEW POV

It's been a while I saw him, the last time that we see each other is when we eating at the cafeteria where I saw him with P'off and Gun seriously talking to each other but when I asked what is it they said nothing important. After that we never has a chance to meet again cause he is always busy which I kinda understand because he's graduating but I still get scared everytime he starting to avoid me again.

Today is sunday and out of the blue gun and p'off ask me for lunch which I agree easily, I don't know why they ask me today but I didn't decline though cause I tried to ask an advice and open it up Gun about what is really the best thing to do about our situation but I don't know why they push me to go here instead to find the answer. I keep saying no but Gun insisted and said that the best answer I could get is from P'Tay itself so in the end I just agree on it.

And I'm now in the front of Tay condo, insisting if I should continue or not but it's been a week since I saw him, I opened it with password that P' Off said, As I saw him sitting in the balcony with beer in his hand and many beer in the floors.

why is he drinking so many right now..."

He still didn't notice my presence as he still looking at the stars in the sky, my heart is beating so hard as if I'm scared what would happened right now. When I reach him I tapped his shoulder and he slowly look at me. And that was the time I saw the worst tawan for the first time. He is crying that I cannot recognize his face because he look miserable. The Tawan that I always admire for being so strong and confident is actually dying here. When he realized it's me he is so shocked and suddenly stand up and hold my face.

N-NEW? Y-You're here.." He asked with broken voice and I could smell the alcohol in him. How much did he drink seriously, he touch my face as if he still can't believe.

I-Is it really you? Is it really my polar bear? Are you not my imagination.." He asked again cause he still can believe that I am here in front of him.

Yes Tay it's me, it's New.." then I wipe his tears that covering his eyes.

He suddenly hug me tightly that I almost lost balance and lost an oxygen in my body. He's like longing for me for so long. So I just hug him back and comfort him with my hand.

You are really here..." I thought Gun and Off arranged a surprise for you?..."

Y-You're supposed to be with Oab right now.. right?
Today was the day he will take you from me.."
I-I thought he finally get you.." He said continuously but I can feel that he's not drunk the way he's voice is more like in pain.

W-What do you mean by that?.." I asked cause I'm confused.

What is oab related today??

N-New I really can't give you up not this time again.." He said which make shocked that I almost fell in the ground because of how my feet become so weak with those words.

And the moment he said those words and process in my mind the tears run down to my face which make me hug him tight and don't want to let him go anymore.. Can I hear it when you finally sober? Can I hear it again when you can finally look me with those eyes again?

After a while I loose from the hugs and ignored what he said.

Let's go, I'm gonna take you to your bed..." I said and I guided his waist while I put his arm in my shoulder and started to walk and just follow me quietly.

I know I'm really selfish right now New and I'm sorry about that. Just forget about what I said and pretend you didn't hear it, maybe I'm really just drunk right now..." He said while wiping his tears but he didn't let go my arms, I know that he's not drunk because he's a heavy drinker like P'off. Starting today I will not believe on your lies Tay Tawan, I know that you mean what you said earlier so I will not going to pretend.