Until I found you again (Complete)

Still Him

NEW POV

Continuation......

After a week I decided to comeback to school even though my mom still worried about me I just assured her that I'm already fine, though it's a lie I'm still in pain but I have to survive in this, I've already gone through this before though the different is I fell in love with this person this time who just want to played with me.

Then I'm back to my old self it's a same routine again. I just go to school and library then go home, after that I never heard anything about him not until it was past month a group of senior who are talking in the library, I heard some their conversations but I don't see who's them because some of the books are covering where they are.

Guys my cousin Tay are going in the US..." A person said which make me shocked. Tay? as in Tay tawan? he is going to leave this country? Is he really that desperate?

Yes! I know it's surprising but I don't know when he will be back but I'm really still sad about this. I thought that both of us could go to college together but I hope this thing will help him healed..." That guy said again but they interrupted when someone called them. I try to see who is his cousin but they already gone.

What healed? Did something happen to him? I asked worriedly.

Many questions pop in my mind but I just decide to ignore it. You really hate me that much for you not to even say goodbye to me. Then I just got home, I want to straight go to my room but my mom called me.

New this is for you.." my mom said then gave the box to me.

what is this mom? Who gave you this..? I said while checking the box who has written my full name.

I don't know son, the delivery man said there is no information to who send it so I just accept it since it's not really harm thing right..? my mom said.

Anyway I'm just gonna continue my cooking, go take a shower then we will gonna eat.." then she walk away.

I look at my mom walking away then look at the box but I'm not expecting anything! I just decide to check it in my room and sat in the bed.

Who's send this? And he knows my full name? I check it again but only one person comes to my mind maybe this is from Tay tawan as his goodbye to me,

No! If this is really from you then I will wait for you till you are the one who will open this to me.  Yes! Even though he hurt me badly, I still love him that I'm willing to wait for him. I'm gonna wait for you until you found me again tay, I'm gonna wait for your explanation. That's what I said to myself and hide the box in my cabinet.

The end of flashback....

Present.....

But Tay Tawan you did it again. I said to myself while looking at him who's busy reading his books. We are here in the living room of Oab condo as we started yesterday with our review together.

I guess you are just fine as what we last saw each other. Looking at you for the first time again I thought finally I could hear his explanation that I've been waiting. But is that all in my imagination.. That you are looking for me too? That you been waiting for me too?

This past days has been hard for me. After that incident in my condo we never talk again, even looking at me he never did again. I don't know what to feel right now, I should be happy with this and we don't have to talk to each other's anymore but how come my heart feels so heavy with this situation. You are the one who kiss me first but now you are the one acting like this. Am I really stupid for you to do this again. Am I really easy for you that's why you always did this.