Until I found you again (Complete)

Still you

TAY POV

2 Weeks before...

I finally back here in thailand after 4 years it's been really a while and many things really changed.

I decided to get back in thailand from US. I want to go back here to for my studies since I'm graduating now I don't want to failed my parents not even on this.
I contact my them to get the permission a month before the start of class and they agree happily maybe more excited to me. My parents decided to enrolled to Off school so I can adjust easily.

Fast forward I just got back home and before the class start I invited Off to tour me around since it's been a while, we just roaming around the city to remember everything about my country, which made me feel nostalgic cause it's been really a while. To complete my reminiscing everything I also decided to visit my old school and this place..

this park..

Its still the same as what I've left and maybe the thing that change is it become old place. I finally saw this place again after many years, seeing this again make me realize that it still painful just even sitting here.

Did you ever visit this place again?

But I think you don't right? Why would you even visit a place that will remind your pain. I know you really hate me for the rest of your life.."

I really miss you.

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We decided to eat first before going home while waiting for our food Off just open up a convo.

"How are you it's been four years since we meet each other right? Auntie said you don't want to be visited?.."

He asked while looking at me in a serious face. It's unusual that he's talking like an old person now.

Off your so funny, it's not good to you to look like concern citizen .." I said while laughing to him who looks like pissed.

Fuck you..!

As if I'm concerned to you, You just leave me here alone then partying in the US with girls.." He said while giving me dirty finger then look at me. I saw it and smiling to him.

"But seriously are you sure you okay now..?"

He said again with a concern face when he said a second ago that he is not. Actually Off is a cousin and a best friend to me, we much like a real brother that's why I understand his concern.

Don't worry I'm good! US maybe helps me a little bit and It's been four years already that's why I comeback.." I said smiling while looking at him.

And you know that I will never moved forward on what happened before but giving myself a chance even just a bit is a good thing for my family and don't worry I'm getting better now so let's not talk about this matter again.." I said with a serious face.

O-Okay I understand.." He said and I know he understands it already so he the change the topic.

So anyway, next week is the first day of school can you really adjust in the place..?

And please stop making out to some of girls okay like what you are doing in the US..." He happily said while complaining  and before I answered him our food arrive, we started eating first before I continue my answer to his tease.

What do you think of me pre schooler who will cry if I go to school? 

And as if you don't make out to every girls in your school, you keep chatting me about your girls right? How about now did you stop already?.." I teasingly asked him while wating for reaction but he become silent all of a sudden.