Until I found you again (Complete)

His First Love

TAY POV

Flashback Warning; It's a long story for Tay)

It's was 5 years ago the first time that we've met.

New didn't know I met him the first time when we bumped each other at the school, Yes we bumped again. Unlike him who know's that we met in the mall but litte he didn't know I met him first in our school. He is clumsy boy who are carrying full books that covering his face that's why he can't see his way. At first I want to shout at him because of his clumsiness but the moment I saw his face it was different, It was like the movies that all of a sudden all the things in sorrunding are begin stop, say it was childish or cheesy but I knew that my feeling that time is unusual.

I'm really Sorry P.." He said while picking up his things then I help him actually he never look at me that time because he keep his head down.

Thank you P' and I'm sorry again.." he said as he walk away without seeing my face so I just follow him with my eyes while carrying all that books again.

After that day I always encounter him everywhere in school actually I really didn't know he's existing in this school like for real but as usual he will not giving a care of his environment because he is always doing something when we are seeing each other.

That time so many things happends as months passed it becomes a routines for me to stare at him whenever I see him around. And many habits that I've learned that he always do for example he's really addicted to sweets like I always see him eating one. Then going to library and can stay there sitting for almost 5 hours which makes me amazed cause I know I can't do that but still I stayed for him. One time I saw him crying, I don't know why but that's the first time I want to hug him and wipe that tears in his face that I almost clenched my fist because of frustration.

And that time I question myself, why the hell I keep chasing this person cause I know I never been attracted to the other people before especially a man so why I keep thinking of him that I didn't notice I was longing for his presence and it was continue that way until one day I just realized while looking at him that I really fell for New, to the point that I want to know him more that I want him to know that I am existing.

I accidentally saw New in mall with his books again, (Yes that is the time that New know that the first we meet. )

At that time I obviously bumped him again but I make sure he will look at me and he will saw my face this time. I'm really surprised because that's the first time he look at me, he look at my eyes with an admiration face and he is look like a tomato because he's fucking red and I really find it cute.

I talk to him that time but he immediately walk away without looking back, I call him again but he didn't look back. The disappointment in myself was written, that time I was losing because maybe it's not meant to meet us but then I saw his I.D that he dropped earlier and he didn't notice it and that's when idea come to my mind.

The next day I saw him in the near park looking for something and maybe his looking for his I.D so I walk near him.

Are you looking for this..? I said then he look at me who is now shocked.

Y-You? What are you doing here..?.." He then look at my hand who's holding his I.D and look at my face again as if he really don't believe on what he see. He look like a tomato again, he seriously looks really cute.

Because I'm wearing a uniform same as yours.." I said then gave his I.D but suddenly he hurriedly accept it and clean his things.

Thank you so much P' for returning it to me but I have to go now..." he's started to walk which makes me surprised again but I got back to my sense so I grab his wrist to make him stop.