Until I found you again (Complete)

His Reason

TAY POV

Continuation.....

Then I called P'Yat before I go home and said I will tell something to him but before I go home I bought him something in the mall as an apology gift but I didn't realize it's was already night and look at my phone where I saw some missed calls from my dad so I hurriedly go home cause I might get scolded. But the moment I got home I heard my dad and mom crying at upstairs where my brother room so I run fast towards them and witnessed the thing that will change my life forever.

I saw my brother lying in his bed closed his eyes and looking pale while my mother who's holding his hands while crying. I can't move my legs that time It's like I freeze in that position but still have an encourage to ask.

W-What H-happened...? I asked while stuttering it's like no words are coming out in my mouth and my heart beating so fast while looking at my brother so my dad came near me.

W-Why you just go home now.." The first thing that my dad said.

I-I asked w-what happend? Why P'Y-Yat is like that?.." I asked again.

Y-Your brother leaves us now Tay.." My dad said and he is crying while hugging me, suddenly all my systems that time suddenly stop.

W-What d-do you mean d-dad...? I asked and force myself to fix my talking so I can understand.

W-What leave? I just talk to him this morning and call him this afternoon because we have to discuss something? So what are you saying dad..?" My dad loose me from hugs then face me then hold both of my shoulder.

I'm sorry Tay if we lied and keep this to you but your brother has a cancer tay we just found it out last year but it's already late for him cause he is already in stage 4. This morning he suddenly became weak and this night he just give up and choose not to be in pain anymore.

We keep calling you but you are not answering us.." I'm really sorry Tay..."

That's when my whole body dropped in the floor while looking at my brother..

N-No..

N-No P-P'Yattttt..." I shout and try to get up to come near him as I heard my mom called me but I didn't look at it and instead I hold my brother hand and then tap his shoulder.

P-P' Your just joking right?  P' Your ju..st pranking me r-right..? I said while sobbing and waking him up.

Pleaseee P' wake uppp!!  It's not funny!! P' pleaseee you can't leave me not right now...." I said while begging to him then my mom hug me in the back and I continue to cry that night until I can't anymore.

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After a week we send my brother in his last place and just go home I walk straight to my brother rooms and sat at the bed. I heard the footsteps of my parents who also follow me as I still didn't talk to them after that incident.

Tay.... Can we talk please? I know it's hard for you but I hope you can be strong..." my mom said but I just look at them.

W-Why did you not tell me..? I look at them angrily.

Why did you hide it to me when it's been a year already when all of you found out? Am I really not part of this family to be outsided in the decision?