Life Goes on, But we Dont

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TW - Cursing

~Ranboo's Pov~

(One week after the whole thing)

Me and Tubbo haven't talked as much as we used since..that happened.

I was going to be honest, When I kissed him I don't think it was because I didn't want to answer the question. As obvious as it is.

Another thought hit me. Did I like Tubbo?

It felt like everything pulled me at once, Like some sort of denial was lifted. I really did like him didn't I?

I thought back to the previous days. Saying I'm an idiot is a absolute understatement.

I backed against my bedroom wall and sat down as I touched the floor and brought my arms over my head while I tucked it in my knees.

I wasn't supposed to fall for him again! [L]

I wasn't ready to love again

I wasn't ready to be hurt again

I ruffled and pulled my hair out. I really hated this.

I learned to hate being in love, Hate the feeling, hate the mindset of how I'd do anything for them.

"Ranboo! Get going to school, you're gonna be late!" I heard my mom yell from the kitchen.

It was to early to panic about this type of stuff. I stood up with my now jelly legs while pulling my bag up with me.

I let out a sigh, walking out of my room and going downstairs to the front door.

"I'm going to go now! Bye mom"

"Say 'hi' to your boyfriend for me"

I didn't process it until I walked out the door. I felt myself going into tomatoboo.

I yelled a quick 'he's not my boyfriend!' not knowing if my mom even heard me. I ran off to school not wanting to be late.

My legs felt even more like jelly when I remembered Tubbo would be at school as the student he is.

I forgot how it felt to have a crush, I hadn't had one since I was with Tubbo.

It felt weird saying that, Being with Tubbo.

I finally arrived at the school with about 2 minutes to spare. I was still quite tired. I could probably get some sleep when I go tutor Tubbo.

Just hand him something then sleep; Solid plan.

I walked into Niki's class giving her a little wave. She did take notice of my presence and wave back.

I went up the stairs to go sit next to Tubbo, he was looking nervous. That's unusual.

~Tubbo's Pov~

I talked to Ms. Niki this morning a little before class about the presentation.

She said that she would give me a zero if I didn't present tomorrow what would, precisely, fuck up my grade even more than it already was now, leaving me at a great and unstable 69.

"Hey, are you okay Tubbo?"

I flinched when I heard the sudden deep voice. I turned to my right and saw Ranboo laying his head on the desk looking up to me curiously.

This cute motherfucker-

"Y-yeah I'm fine"

I turned away from him in a attempt to not let him see I was blushing.

Least to say it made him sad and upset.

"Are you mad at me?" He pouted.

"No I just have something on my face"

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