PINK ROSES (ROSEKOOK)

CHAPTER 20

I was awakened by soft kisses on my cheek from the man lying beside me in bed.

"Sorry, if I woke you up baby." Jk said huskily.

I don't know how to react. My face heated remembering what happened last night. I gave my virginity to him.

I didn't regret what happened to us and I don't know why..

I checked the time and it's still four am.

Why did he woke me up? Don't tell me he needs another round?

My thoughts suddenly stopped when he whispered to my ears.

"I'm sorry if I woke you up. I just wanted to asked you if you wanted me here or do you want me to go home?"

I felt a little acid poured my heart.

I just stared at him blankly.

"Sorry baby, as long as I wanted to cuddle, I just wanted to asked you first coz I don't want Jimin to get mad or your whole family to you. I'm at full responsibility ofcourse. I'll gladly face your family no matter what. That's how I really love you."

My eyes widened! Oh shit!  I almost forgot!

I immediately went out of bed and put on my clothes. Jk was just staring at me quietly.

"Put your clothes on please. You can go home now."

"Rosé pls. Let's just talked for a while. I wanted to know what's on your mind. Please baby."

"There's no time for that. Our maids and securities will see you and they'll think that we slept together. And that means my family will know about it."

"But we really did baby." He answered.

Freaking yes!

"If you think that I'll asked you to be with me just because something happened to us you're wrong."

It didn't almost came out of my mouth.

"Just go please. Don't worry the maids won't wake up till five. I'll just call the guards and tell them that you slept in the living room and asked them not to tell my family especially Jimin."

"Baby please. I'll face them. I'll talked to them. I'm willing to marry you." He stated it like he's serious about it.

I want to jk, but I'm afraid.

"Please just leave. I just want to sleep more because I'm tired."

He didn't say a word anymore. He looks devastated when I opened my bedroom door for him to go out.

I immediately locked the door without looking at him outside my bedroom.

I checked my windows and saw him getting inside his car. The car didn't moved for a while.

Tears filled my eyes when I saw his car moving fastly and went outside our gate.

Damn my heart is heavy!

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After that we haven't spoken a bit.

I mean he texted me everytime and always calls me, but I didn't answered it even once.

My family is home.

I went shopping with Lisa.

"Rosé are you ok?" Lisa asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I asked back.

"You're a little bit quite. Is there something wrong?"

"It's just nothing. Let's go inside." I smiled and pulled her inside a boutique.

After shopping, Lisa told me that we should eat our dinner first before we go home, so I said yes. I'm hungry too.

We were talking while walking towards outside the boutique, when I saw that familiar face again.

He's leaning to his car while two hands are inside his pockets.

"Lisa I thought we will eat our dinner alone." I turned my head towards her.

Damn I want to pull your hair!

"V insisted. He wants to eat dinner with us. And he invited jk too."

I just rolled my eyes.

"I'll go with you!" I said.

They didn't have the chance to answer because I went to v's car right away.

Lisa is staring at me like she wants to asked something.

The restaurant is not far so we arrived immediately. I went outside the car and went inside the restaurant right away without looking at them.

Our table is so quiet. We  just opened our mouth when the waiter was asking for our orders.

Jk is just staring at me like he wants to have a conversation but I didn't have him the opportunity though.

Lisa asked me questions and I answered it shortly.

I don't want to talked I'm pissed!

After we ate our dinner, I walked towards the restaurants door and walked outside.

"I'm sorry to say this rosé, but we have something really important to do with v. We can't take you home. But jk can. I love you."

I was about to answer her, but when she finished kissing my cheeks she went right away inside V's car.

Damn it!

So I look at his car. He's leaning again. He's waiting patiently for me. He didn't get his eyes off me.

"I don't want to bother you. I can call a cab." I said without looking directly at him.

"No way. We're going to talked! Get inside" He said sternly.

"No-"

He pulled me and pushes me carefully inside his car.

What the fuck!

He locked his car, like he's so sure that i'll open it and run away.

When he went inside, he immediately talked.

"Why didn't you reply and why didn't you answer all my calls?" He asked stressfully.

"Why should I? We're not in a relationship!"

"I told you baby, I won't fucking stop pursuing you. After what happened, I won't let you get out of my life!"

"I told you, there's nothing I can give you. I can't offer you assurance jk. I'm not the girl you are looking for."

"But baby I love you. You are my world now."

"No. I don't love you!"

He was shocked.

"Just take me home please I'm tired. Pls stop. I'm confused." I said.

He's quite. He just took me home and went home after that.

He didn't say a thing. He just stared at me like he's thinking about something.

If he stops pursuing me, then fine!