PINK ROSES (ROSEKOOK)

CHAPTER 43

I'm in the shower thinking about jk who's outside waiting for me to get finished. He wants to shower too.

Why am I nervous so suddenly?

Maybe he just wants to sleep with us. I shouldn't assume much!

When I got out of the bathroom, I saw him looking at me.

I walked towards my walk in closet and to my horror, I saw him walking towards me as well. Damn it!

My eyes widened when I felt his hand in my arms.

I turned myself to see him.

"Wha-t are you doing?" I asked nervously.

"Can I use your shower gel as well?" He asks, while still looking at me.

"Of-course you can."

He just smiles and went outside, while I was still a little stunned standing awkwardly inside my walk-in closet. What the fuck is wrong with you rosé?!

After I wore my silky pajamas, I walked towards my vanity and started to put my night cream. And then putted some lotion on my body. Should I spray some perfume?

Seriously rose! What's up with you?!

When I walked outside my closet, I saw him lying down my bed. The lights are now off, and the only light we have is the light from the lamp shade. I wished Jacob was here, so it couldn't be this awkward.

He saw me, walking awkwardly towards the bed.

I quietly laid next to him, while he's quietly looking at me.

"Rosé-"

"Goo-dnight." I said. I cut whatever he wanted to say. I am so nervous right now, that all I wanted to do is to sleep.

I turned to face the wall, but I felt his hand around my waist. And I can feel his breathing at the back of my neck. I  felt goosebumps all over my body.

"Baby, I'm sorry for everything. If only I could turn back time, we should have been married years ago. If only I wasn't a coward back then, it wouldn't be this long to see you and our son." He whispered.

I turned to look at him.

Those doe eyes that I've missed.

"Why didn't you chased me? Why didn't you contacted me?" I asked. My sight is now blurry.

"I admit, I was a coward. Jimin told me about your condition, and I felt very mad of myself for doing that to you. You and our son's life is at stake because of me. Because I'm stupid." His voice cracks.

"I saw you pushing Sana out of your room. I was so heartbroken at that time. Did you sleep with her because of our situation at that time?" I ask.

"I was in the shower, when the house keeper opened the door for Sana. She told the house keeper that she's a friend and we have to talked about something. When the house keeper left, Sana went toy room and that's it. When I saw her sitting i my bed, I immediately pushes her away my room.  And that's what you've seen. Baby, I love you, I won't never cheat on you."

I didn't noticed the tears escapes my eyes, till he wipes it using his fingers.

We stared at each other for while, when suddenly, I felt his warm lips touches mine.

He kisses me hungrily. He's caressing my waist down my thigh. My underwear is slightly showing.

He kisses my neck and down to my breasts. He's hand is holding my underwear, while hungrily attacking my breasts. He successfully removed my undies without me, noticing it. I was drowned by his touches and kisses. My whole body is on fire right now.

My mind was insanely panicking when I felt his tongue on my my folds, licking it's way in and out of it.

"Ahh-" my voice is the only thing I could hear right now.

He was licking me, till I felt my liquid pouring down my folds. He did not stop. He sucked all of my liquid that made me more tremble.

He made his way back on my lips again and before I could kiss back, his big manhood is inside of me.

"Fuck! You're so tight baby." He whispers seductively.

He kisses me again and I felt his excitement just by coming in and out of me, till I felt his hot liquid pouring inside of me.

Before I could sleep I heard him whispering something.