Chapter 36

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Sungchan's PoV:

I felt numb. I don't know if I was supposed to read these but I did. I should have known. I sped through all of the letters Shotaro wrote for me, checking to see if I missed anything. From the first letter to the very last- I memorized it all.

When he wrote about about when Yuta told his friends about us, I should have known that Jaehyun was going to use that against us- against me. I hate how vengeful Jaehyun has become. I hate how he now hates me, my own brother.

Yes, Jaehyun is- was my brother. We were both angels, sent to protect a certain person. If you don't remember, my certain person was Shotaro. Us angles were supposed to age the same way our human does and is supposed to take care of them.

But an angel looses it purpose when their human grows old enough or... they die. When I was born, Jaehyun was happy to have a brother. He would teach me everything I need to know about being an angel. When I received my human- that's when everything went south.

Shotaro died. I saw him die. I couldn't live knowing the fact that my human died in front of me. Even though it was against the rules, I gave him my life. With me giving him my life, I would be sent down to be with the demons. I became a demon.

My brother didn't like that. He scolded me about disobeying the rules but I didn't listen. What matters to me was that Shotaro was saved. I may not be an angel anymore but I still had a purpose- Shotaro was my purpose.

He gave me back my life. Whether we liked it or not, the life that I gave to him has returned to me. I can now live like a normal person but without my purpose. He died right in front of my eyes once again but this time, I couldn't do anything to stop it.

I cried for days. I never left his room. Yuta allowed me to live with them as replacement for Shotaro but I could never replace him- no one can replace him. My original purpose may not be with me anymore but now, I have a new purpose.

'Take care of my brother and Sicheng hyung.' I heard Shotaro said in my head as he fell into the abyss. His death has taken a huge toll on both of them and I will do anything in my power to take care of them just like he wanted.








I love you, Shotaro. I love you so much


A/N: CUT! That's it for this book

I can't believe I actually finished this book- 😀 did it go off course from my original plan? Yes- but I still think the plot's not bad

I'm pretty sure ya'll are gonna be cursing me for the ending but eh- that's the one thing that I still stuck to from my original plan but I do have to say sorry for ending it like this and killing off Shotaro 😅

But anyways, thank you all for reading this book I hoped my Fellow Tangerines enjoyed it

This is the end of this book- bye!

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