A/N: Trigger warning! Suicide! ⚠️
Shotaro's PoV: (age - 16 years old)
Why won't death just take over me? No matter what I do, someone is there to help me and revive me. Can't they take the hint that I want to die? I have nothing to live for. Yuta hyung has Sicheng hyung. Our mom and dad died in a car crash. No one else likes me!
The only person who cared for me and protected me isn't even in Korea and I can't even SEE HIM! My classmates keep on insulting me because of my bad Korean. The teachers keep on giving me loads of work because they believe that 'I can improve' I know that they talk about how dumb I am behind my back.
Everyday, I cry myself to sleep. Everyday, I try to starve myself. Everyday, I just wish someone was there to hold and comfort me... I just wish Sungchan was here. I just wish I could see Sungchan. I just wish he was real..
"Shotaro?" I could hear Yuta hyung's voice from outside my room. I stayed silent, hoping for him to leave. "Shotaro!" Yuta hyung started to knock on the door more aggressively. I didn't move from my place. The only thing I moved was my arm.
I grabbed my exacto knife and started to drag it across my arms. The knock started to to get louder and harsher. As the screams got louder, the cuts got deeper. As the sobs got louder, the more blood seeped out of my body. I quickly cut more on my arms and legs until I felt faint.
"Shotaro!" I heard two voices enter my room. Was it really two or was I hallucinating? "Shotaro!" I could hear the sobs but I couldn't move. "Please stay awake." I could hear them begging. I don't want to stay awake... I'm tired.
"Stay awake! Please!" Was that Yuta hyung's voice? "Please! Shotaro!" S-Sicheng hyung? "Shotaro! Stay awake, please!" "SUNGCHAN! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?" S-Sungchan? Sungchan is here? "Shotaro, please. Sungchan doesn't want you to leave yet."
Should I? I could feel my eyes get heavy. "Sungchan! What do I do?" I started to get weaker and weaker as the seconds past. With my blurry vision, I was able to make up a figure. He had a black silhouette and red eyes. Sungchan? Then everything turned black.
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My Guardian Demon || Sungtaro
Fanfiction"This isn't right... but I can't help it." Shotaro fell in love with his guardian demon -ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ- Ficklehyuck -ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ-
