𝓟𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓮 𝓑𝓸𝔂

CHAPTER 29

when I tell you I've never experienced anything like this before, I'm being serious. Like, I was shot and then in a coma for a week, it's something you would see in a film, I might make a film on my life to be honest, would be quite interesting.

All jokes aside, I'm very traumatised and I don't think I'll be able to ever let that go. I have never been so scared in my life, like I would never want anyone to be in the situation I was in because it has scarred me for life. Now I've been through that I'm even scared to leave the hospital because of what happened, so god knows how I'm going to go back to how life was before.

One thing that stayed the same which I'm happy about is Noah. He's been so supportive and everything and you can tell how scared he was because when I woke up all I could hear was a big sigh of.. relief? Which.. made me happy because I didn't know if he was still upset with me from everything that happened before when I walked off without giving him an answer, which I really regret still but he wasn't. we are now a couple, like boyfriend and girlfriend couple, i think? I think that's what it means when someone asks you to take a step further and go out with them. I've never been in a situation like this before, so I don't know what I'm doing.

I was being discharged in 3 days, 3 days! which is so terrifying because of what happened in the bakery and everything but I'm trying not to think about that right now because if I do I will end up having a mental breakdown right here right now.

Anyways, Noah was out to get me McDonald's, my absolute favourite. I was grateful for the hospital food and everything but it was disgusting and I think Noah saw that this morning when the nurse handed me my lunch earlier today, I was almost sick, I didn't tell the nurse that though, I felt bad, she is a nice nurse.

"I bring foooddddd" Noah says walking in with the McDonald's, which bring an instant smile to my face. Food and him, my 2 favourite things.

"yess thank you so much, your the best"
I saw while taking my food from him.

"I know" he says while sitting on the edge of the bed crossing his legs so he could eat his food as well.

I finish my food and it was actually incredible, such good food. I was on my laptop writing because I couldn't do much else and he was still on the end of my bed reading.

I saw from the corner of my eye that he kept looking from his book to me, quite a lot.

"why do you keep staring at me?" I say, looking up at him, smiling.

"because" he says smiling still

"because what?" I say crossing my arms smiling.

"your pretty." he says, still with a smile looking back at his book, I go red and go back on my laptop hiding my face, still smiling of course.

It had been a few hours now and Noah was still here, we watched a movie and played cards and did things like that, not much you can do in a hospital.

"okay, visiting hours are over, head out when you can, thank you" a nurse comes in and says, aiming at Noah because he was still here and it was like 10pm. I was sad he had to leave but that was the rules, not really sure why those were the rules but this hospital saved my life so I'm not going to argue with them.

"I'll come see you tomorrow okay" he says getting his stuff together.

"okay" I say smiling looking up at him.

he looks down at me before he grabs my cheek gently and gives me a kiss, probably because he had to leave.

he pulls back and smiles at me.

"see you tomorrow" he said before leaving my hospital room.

I sigh and take everything off my bed and get ready to go to sleep.

This bed was so uncomfortable so it's not likely that I'm going to be getting any sleep tonight, oh well.