𝓟𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓮 𝓑𝓸𝔂

CHAPTER 36

It's been a few days. I haven't spoke to Noah and he hasn't spoke to me. I wanted to give him time and I thought after a bit he would come round be he didn't. I haven't slept well in these few days because it's just hard when he's not right next to you or knowing that he's mad at you or he's hurting.

He hasn't left his apartment. At all. I can always hear when he leaves and he hasn't in these few days. I hope he's okay, I just want to help him but he won't let me.

these few days without speaking or seeing him has killed me so I had to go see if he was okay so I did. It was like 7pm and I couldn't take it any longer, it had been too long. I leave my apartment and go up to his and knock the door.

Few seconds later, he answers. He looked drained. red puffy eyes and he didn't look good. emotionless, still.

"Noah I-" I start off but I was cut off.

"no. I don't need your pity nor your help. personally I think it's better if we don't see each other anymore." just those few words made me tear up. this couldn't be happening, he didn't mean that.

"Noah you don't mean that, your just grieving" I say, crying now. wiping my tears.

"bye taylor." he says emotionless. again. closing the door in my face.

I just stand there. shook of what has just happened. what do I do now. I can't go on without him, it's been hard with these few days.

I know how close he was with his dad but I'm just trying to help, and he's just pushing me farther away.

I'm still standing at his door. still can't comprehend what just happened.

I hear him slide down his door, the other side. hearing him cry. it broke me, more then it just has from that conversation.

After a bit, I head back to my apartment. and go to bed. I didn't know what to do in this situation. I wanted to help him, of course I did, but he wouldn't let me. no matter how hard I tried.

this was it. we was broken up. and there was nothing I could do about it.

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a/n -
bit of a short one, sorry :(