Friends with Benefits

Miss You

Nanon's POV:

After Ohm left their room, Nanon tried to sleep. But everytime he closed his eyes, Ohm's face was the only thing that came into his mind. It's been two hours since he lie there on the bed looking at the ceiling. He decided to get some fresh air to calm down his mind that was in turmoil. He walked out to the balcony and stood there watching the sea. The cool breeze and sound of waves calm down his nerves but he missed Ohm so much. In last 2 weeks
Ohm was always there with him and he never realised how much he loved his company. Nanon was always an introvert. He could talk to people easily when he was at work but he never opened up to them. There was always an invisible boundary that he never let anyone cross. It was always difficult for him to make friends. Chimon was the first person to enter his life and earn a irreplaceable place in it. But Ohm came like a hurricane much later and broke down all that walls he built around him. He was like a puppy, a golden retriever that no one can ignore. He just came and made a place in everyone's heart including Nanon's.

Nanon, Ohm and Chimon shared a special bond where they knew each other very well and never felt the need to change for each other. They accepted each other's flaws and just learned to be with each other accepting every good and bad aspect of the other person.

When Nanon and Ohm decided to act in a series,  Chimon was the most excited one among them. He felt that there is a undeniable chemistry between them that they are unaware of. Nanon and Ohm made fun of him saying he is delusional. But looking back now, Nanon felt like Chimon saw something between them that they always ignored.

He was so lost in his thought that he didn't realize that it was already dawn and the sun was about to rise. He stood there looking at the beautiful sunrise but his heart was filled with longing instead of happiness.

Nanon(in mind): Will he be missing me just like I miss him now?

Ohm's POV:

Ohm walked out of the room feeling dejected. He thought he knew Non better than anyone. He was so confident that they both wanted the same thing but today Nanon proved that he was just being delusional. He never meant anything to Non. Whatever they had between them was just a passing thing for him.

Ohm never realized when the game he started to get Nanon comfortable in his character turned serious. He didn't realize when he fell in love with his bestfriend. He never thought about this until that day one week back.

That day Ohm and Nanon was shooting with their friends. They both did not have any scenes together. Ohm had to shoot scenes with his Engineering gang while Nanon had scenes with Architecture gang. Eventhough they didn't have scenes together,  they had to shoot in the same location. So they sat there watching each other's shoot. While Ohm was getting ready for his scene, he saw Nanon playing around with Jimmy. He was hugging him and taking photos. Ohm felt irritated seeing the scene before him. He wanted to pull Nanon away from Jimmy. He felt ashamed of his thoughts as he knew Jimmy was Nanon's friend just like him. He also knew that Nanon generally like skinship with people around him. That was his way of showing affection but Ohm still felt uneasy and irritated.

That day Ohm stayed away from Nanon because he didn't want to cause any scenes. He was sitting there brooding on his stupid thoughts when PAof approached him.

PAof: Ohm

Ohm: Hmm

PAof: Are you okay?

Ohm: Hmm

PAof: You have been sitting here sulking for past 15 minutes. What's bothering you?

Ohm: P, if I tell you something, please don't make fun of me or tell it to someone else.

PAof: Okay.

Ohm told PAof about what happened on the set today and how he was feeling today after seeing Nanon with Jimmy.

Ohm: I don't know why I am acting like an idiot today.

PAof: You love him.

Ohm; Huh

PAof: You love Nanon.

Ohm: Ofcourse I love him. He is my bestfriend.

PAof: No. You are in love with him Ohm.

Ohm: But

PAof: All this while the only thing you cared about was Nanon. Nanon's smile,  Nanon's dimple, Nanon's cuteness, Nanon's anger, Nanon's pain, Nanon's happiness. Your entire world revolves around Nanon since the day we started our workshop. You are in love my boy.

Ohm: But how can I...He is my bestfriend, my partner

PAof: Well think about it and you will find the answer within  you.

PAof leaves from there asking Ohm to think and find the right answer.

As days go by, Ohm realized how much he loves Nanon. With this realization,  his eyes followed Nanon everywhere. Every single thing he did revolved around his happiness. Yes, Ohm Pawat fell in love with his bestfriend.

At present when Ohm think of that day, he just wish that he had ignored PAof's words and remained ignorant. At least he would still be with Nanon even if it was as his bestfriend. Now he don't see a going back. His feelings are all over the place and he need to get a grip on himself before he can sort things out.

He decided not to go to Drake's room as he didn't want anyone to ask any unnecessary questions to Nanon. He still loved and cared for him. He decided to go to the beach and spend time there. He lay there on the beach looking at the sky, thinking about how they got to the point where they cannot be in the same room for even few seconds. Time went by and soon it was time for sun to rise. Ohm got up and watches the sunrise with a sad smile.

Ohm: I miss you. I wish you were here with me to watch this beautiful sunrise.

Two people who loved each other so much stood there watching the sunrise,  unaware of the pain they are causing each other because of their stupid ego and lack of communication.