Black wings

Chapter 42

I DON'T OWN GIF

"BECAUSE I GODDAMMIT LOVE HIM!" Ivy's yell repeat in her head. She realize that she really love Loki and little sad smile form in her lips. "I love him Bucky, but because my life never go like I hope for I won't have that piece of happiness either." She tell him. He blink in shock. "You love him? You love that monster?" He ask unbelieving his ears. She snarl and in next second she has pushed him against wall next to door and have tight hold from his throat. Her fingers have dig deep in his skin. "I warned you once, don't make me to repeat myself third time." She snarl to him, squeeze little tighter and let go. He raise hand to hold his throat and cough. "You are lucky I am unarmed and without my magic." She growl and open the door glaring at him. "Now out!" He decide wisely to obey her. 

Ivy follow him with her eyes and didn't notice Loki until Bucky is fully out of her room. Her sneer drop. He stare at her in shock. She didn't say anything but close the door. She sigh and lean on it. "I am in deep shit." She murmur and push herself on move. She walk in closet and put on plain black silk nightgown. She take towel from her hair and start to brush them. She get in bedroom same time as her room's door slam open. She frown and turn to look at comer. Loki stand there. "Loki? Is everything okay?" She ask worried and lower her brush on couch. He didn't answer but kick the door shut and rush toward her.

"Loki, wha-" Ivy get cut off when Loki kiss her. She decide to ignore common sense and kiss him back. Soon he pull back and held her head gently. She look at his eyes. "You love me?" He ask gruffly. She swallow and breath out one word, "Yes." He gently lean to kiss her gently. She almost feel like sobbing. "You really love me?" He ask against her lips. "Of course I love you, you silly God!" She answer and wrap her arms around his neck. He grunt in kiss and wrap his arms around her. They eventually has to break apart to catch some air. They stare at each others eyes. "I love you too, pet." He admit quietly with low voice. She has to blink tears from her eyes and happy smile form in her lips. "Took you long enough." She laugh.

Loki move his hand to caress Ivy's face. "I'm sorry." He apologize quietly. "I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have fly away like that." She answer. "I shouldn't have doubted you like that. I only want you to be okay." He whisper. She smile. "We both acted like idiots." She answer. He snort and give her weak smile with little nod. "We were." He agree. She move to hug him tightly and snuggle her head under his chin. He wrap his arms around her. They stay like that for sometime until she pull back. "I take that you heard my yell." She chuckle and give him little side smirk. He let out a laugh. "You weren't really quiet when you confess that you love me." He tease her and peck her forehead. She blush and shrug. 

Ivy persuade Loki to come with her in bed and they are currently laying under the cover holding each others. "That was real shock, you know." He admit suddenly. She frown and look at him. "Hearing you love me, after how badly I treated you." He continue. "I was angry, mostly to myself." She admit. "Why to yourself?" "Because I let myself believe that I could get happiness, that I let my guard down." She answer and look down. "Hey..." He lift her head with finger under her chin. "You deserve happiness and I will make everything in my power to assure that." He promise. "You idiot." She murmur and lean to kiss him.

Loki let out a laugh and kiss Ivy back. After that she lay her head on his shoulder and snuggle closer. She yawn. "Sleep pet, I got you." He murmur and kiss her forehead. She smile and close eyes. "I love you silly God." She mumble tiredly. He peck her forehead again. "I love you too." He murmur. She smile and start to slip in sleep.

Ivy hear mad woman's laugh from darkness and turn rapidly around. "Who is there?!" She demand. "You took everything from me, remember?" Woman laugh and one side got light. Ivy turn to look at there. There she saw herself middle of battlefield in mortal's armor. She is covered in blood, not on her own but others. She see how she yell battle cry and lead army toward other one. She know this battle, there isn't much survivor on enemy's side because of her trap. "No..." She whimper and close her eyes. It didn't matter. She still know what is happening from sounds and smell. "You made quite a mess Red Wolf. Was it this battle where you killed my father or was it other battle?" Woman ask from her.

"I was lost at that time! I was drown in anger!" Ivy yell in darkness. "It doesn't matter, you still caused pain and destruction that has its marks even centuries later! You are cursed fairy Stormborn! You don't deserve happiness, it is only fitting that I kill everyone you love like you killed everyone I loved!" "Flora..." Ivy plead. Then image of drowned Elsie light up. "No... You already took one I love away." She plead. "Not everyone." Flora's voice snarl. Then next image come. Loki is on ground, red fairydust around him and he is clearly in lots of pain. "No!" Ivy scream and rush to him. "Nononono, please God no." She plead while dropping on her knees next to him. "Ivy... It burns, everything burns." He plead. "No, Loki, no." She cry and try to look around to find a way to stop this. "Don't leave me." She beg. "Ivy! IVY! WAKE UP!"

Ivy snap her eyes open and jump up in sitting position. "Loki? Loki!" She plead and look rapidly around. "Hey, hey. I am here." Loki try to calm her down while he grab her shoulder. She whip to look at him. "It was a nightmare, just a nightmare." He reassure. She climb in his lap, straddling him, hide her face in crook of his neck and hug him tightly. "You were hurt, I couldn't do anything." She murmur in panic and her whole body tremble. "Shh... I am here. It was a nightmare." He whisper. 

She slowly calm down in his arms. "You want to talk about it?" He ask gently. "It was Flora, he got you. Fairydust." She explain shortly. "I'm not going anywhere darling, she won't get me." He promise and kiss side of her head. "If she hurt even a hair in your head I kill her." She growl and squeeze him tighter. "I know love, I know." He murmur and lay down while holding her. She refuse to move and soon fall asleep top of him, feeling safe.