"But that's good right, now you have someone"
"I wanted someone not a whole baseball team for god sake"
"Well technically it's nine players so.....R-right you are right" he stutters noticing the death stare I am giving him.
I pinch the bridge of m...
I jolt up awake, gasping, breathless, sweaty. I look around finding Valeriya looking at me with a wide eye.
She comes to me in steady movement. She Places the clothing on the bed and she seats down.
"Are you okay?" she says in a soft tone.
No.
"yeah I am okay it's just a dream," I say wiping the layer of sweat "I'm gonna take a shower," Getting up from the bed and taking the clothes, and walking to the bathroom.
I place the clothing on the sink "Can you also make me something to eat" I say closing the door
I slide down the door my back pushed against it.
I rest my head back and release a steady breath.
'Why am I remembering that? I even forgot about it. Does that have to do anything with the will?'
'Like, am I going to find that I have a family or something but there is no other Volkov beside me that is alive that rest have been killed'
I hold my head in my hands thinking hard of any family member that survived the explosion besides my dad.
No, no one
I sigh and get up and strip from my now semi-dry clothe. I toss them in the basket When I am done. I turn the cold water on.
And yes, I shower with cold water it's a habit.
Before I get into the shower. I look at myself in the mirror.
I look at the scars that decorate my shoulders and back and arms.
Then I see the quote that is tattooed on my collar bone
A bit of madness is key
I smile at the memory.
I hop in the shower and let the cold water on my body I don't even shiver. Sometimes I wonder what will it be like to be normal. To have normal fears, responsibilities, life.
I finish my shower and put on my undergarments and my sports bra and then I slip in black shorts matching my bra and I take a towel and dried my hair
I get out of the bathroom I take the clothing on the bed put it on
Casual but it's comfortable
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I go downstairs and see Kazimir on the coach throwing his head back and his eyes are closed. His hair is partly wet and he is wearing a black hoody and jeans
I guess Valeriya is in the kitchen making us dinner.
I throw myself on the sofa beside him I startled him a little he looks at me then he returns to his position
"What took you so long?" he asks with his eyes closed not looking at me
"my dad was paying me a visit," I say looking at the ceiling
