EXPERIENCE | t. kei

#21 | tongue is a weird word

* hi ngh pt. 2 *

[ third person ]

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Walking in the direction of his house had a newly found sense of intimidation behind it. That white wooden front door had her at his doorstep with a bated breath. She couldn't seem to bring herself to knock or ring the doorbell, fearing what she witness when she came face to face with the boy who was expecting her visit.

The last time she was here, they argued back and forth, spewing toxic words that they both knew would hurt each other. The entire conversation ended with her stating that she hated him, a lie so brutal that she had no idea how it affected the boy internally.

She had every right to be upset at Tsukishima. His behavior was childish and outright rude that night, earning him the title of Certified Jackass. Even so, she knew she wasn't all that innocent either.

Fuck. She internally swore as she bit her lip, pacing around outside. Nothing she did or said could prepare her for what would happen once he opens that door. She couldn't even fathom what kind of reaction he'd have, and that's what scared her the most. Suddenly, she couldn't understand Tsukishima one bit and it was frightening.

The sound of the door handle turning and opening made her jump forty feet in the air like a fear struck cat. Her eyes were wide as she spun around to face the boy who stood there with a blank look on his face.

"Were you ever planning on knocking or were you just gonna stand there forever?" He asked with a snarky tone, giving off the vibe they used to have before the whole experiment thing happened between them. He snickered lightly and opened the door wide for her.

The boy turned away to return to the living room where he had been previously seated watching TV— or well, that's what it was supposed to look like anyway. He totally wasn't pacing around his house trying to figure out to say to her when she arrived.

Swallowing her anxiety, she plastered a fake smile on her face and pranced into his house with a bravado that clearly differed from her normal self. Who could blame her? She had no friggin' idea how to act around this guy after what had happened. She also had no idea how to start the conversation she wanted to have with him now that she was actually here. 

Plopping on the couch, she pursed her lips with her [e/c] eyes glued to the television. Nothing on the screen caught her eye nor did anything she saw actually process in her mind seeing as she was way too busy trying to reel into the fact that she was sitting next to him. The scent of his cologne and shampoo wafted in her direction, filling up [y/n]'s senses and invading every inch of her brain. It was strange how intoxicatingly good he smelled and how she had only now noticed this. Sure, he smelled good in the past, but right now, it flooded her mind with dopamine to the point where she felt dizzy. 

Or perhaps she was just nervous.

"What did you want?" The boy broke the silence. He was much braver than her, considering he had done more damage to their friendship yet he could still behave nonchalantly despite the crushing fear he felt. 

He looked calm and collected, sitting beside her with the remote in hand and his eyes glued to the screen. Underneath all that unbothered facade laid a pool of fear that swirled in the pit of his stomach, creating a tidal wave that was soon set to spill. God, what was she going to say after what had gone down that night? He feared the worst.

"What you said that night was really prick, you know?" She murmured, crossing her arms over her chest as she glanced in his direction with a look that made him instantly look away. The girl sighed, uncrossing her arms and placing them flush against her thighs. "But I'll look past it if you do me one last favor."

Tsukishima nodded slowly, adjusting his glasses. "What?"

"Teach me how to kiss again."

The blond had prepared for just about everything except that. if he had let his surprise show, his eyeballs would have fallen out of their sockets, landed in his lap and rolled onto the floor by his feet. Luckily, his poker face was up to par in this very moment. 

"That's all you want?" He asked. A million thoughts ran through his mind, formulating just how to behave accordingly in a way that would save him the risk of being rejected or embarrassed in any way. 

She nodded with a hum. "I need to figure out how to kiss the guy I like." 

For a mere second, his stomach churned with discomfort. He had forgotten for a split second that this whole teaching thing was supposed to be for Oikawa or whatever guy she fancied, never him. He wanted to say no, hating the idea of perfecting any technique of hers that she'd use on the next guy, but the thought of getting any chance to be close to her made him somewhat falter. He felt pathetic to let something like this happen, but he couldn't seem to lock his intentions away.

"Fine," he uttered, reaching out to grasp the girls wrist. He tugged her closer to him, nearly pulling her into his lap while his other hand gripped her waist. He forced her head backwards, silently demanding that she look him in the eyes. His honey colored eyes swirled with an emotion that had hints of jealousy tethered to it. 

His eyes were low as he scanned her face, looking at her lips while licking his own. She could feel her heartbeat in her chest pounding loudly as she awaited his touch. The mere look on his face was enough to make her beyond flustered. 

And in this moment, Tsukishima saw something in that expression of hers. The way her eyes searched his, following his features whenever he did the slightest movements. It was the way her eyelids lowered with a look of pleasure when he held her close, almost as if she was comfortable with the way she was seated all cozy in his lap. Or maybe it was the way her face held this look of blatant anticipation, showcasing just how badly she wanted this kiss. The pure look of desire on her features were enough to make the boy's body fill with confidence.

"You look like you wanna kiss me so damn bad." Tsukishima murmured, a smirk tugging at his lips as he leaned down, bringing their lips together. She could feel the cockiness dripping from his smile, but she pushed herself against him, deepening the kiss she had waited for so patiently. 

His soft pink lips moved in a way that made her breath hitch and her hands grasp his shirt instinctively. Something about the heat between their skin and the wetness of their mouths made the room feel much smaller. It felt like they were the only people in the world.

Shocks of electricity shot through her brain as she melted into the kiss. Tsukishima's arms wrapped around her body, pulling her in closer than either of them thought they could. No matter how close she was, it wasn't enough. He wanted to be completely against her with absolutely no space between them. 

"Open your mouth." Tsukishima whispered in between kisses, gently holding her chin as she obediently opened her mouth, tongue lolling out in such a lewd manner that it made him suck his teeth with a hiss. "So good for me, huh?"

He brought their mouths back together, pressing their tongue together. He lightly sucked on her tongue, allowing the wet muscles to explore each other's oral caverns in an attempt to get even closer. The kiss turned make-out session felt like years before they were forced to pull away to catch their breath and talk about just what the hell they were actually doing here. 

The girl somewhat fell limp in his arms, head lolling backwards as she sighed breathily. Out of pure instinct, the blond placed a kiss on the side of her neck before pulling back to look at her completely. 

"You're like a completely different person when we're kissing." [y/n] rolled her eyes, leaning against the boy who snickered. 

"And you're extra easy when we're kissing." He situated her body in his lap so that she could sit comfortably. Unfortunately, she shot up in a hurry.

With a huff, she hurriedly declared, "Only because it's you!" By the time the words set in between them, Tsukishima was already growing smug while she was turning horrified. "No, wait, I mean-"

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[ a/n : hi lovies. idk its 4am and this chapter turned out a little hornier than intended but LOVE TSUKKI WOOT WOOT. im doing my best to update more often heheh <3 goodnight ]