stuck - ksimon ff

stuck - 10

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Simon Minter.

Fucking hell I hate editing. I was editing a main channel video, a playlist of mine playing out loud.
Me and JJ haven't talked in what seems like forever.

I know, it sounds odd. We live together. Yet, we haven't talked at all.
I can't lie, I miss him. But I guess this is how it is now.

*bing*. message. Thank lord, a reason to look away from the monitor in front of me.

Joshua. Okay?

sent: 03:28 pm
Joshua: I guess the person you were talking about the other week was Harry?
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"What?"

sent: 03:29
Simon: what are you on about?
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sent: 03:30
Joshua: Harry's been going around telling people that you two kissed? If that's real, I support you?
but I don't really understand. You and Harry?
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sent: 03:30
Simon: Wdym you don't understand?
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sent: 03:31
Joshua: Well, you don't act gay, if that makes sense. And if you did, you always seem so interested in JJ.
Always caring about who he's with etc. Just didn't expect it.
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sent: 03:31
Simon: I don't like both Harry or JJ. That kiss was a one time thing. It'll never happen again.
Just the buzz of alcohol that made me accept it.
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sent: 03:31
Joshua: Jeez. Okay uhm, bye minter!
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I quickly called Harry. I can't let him tell more people.

"Hello!", Harry said, his voice cheery.
"Harry. Please don't tell people we kissed.", I bluntly told him.

"Oh.", His tone hurt, "Why?", He asked me. I felt bad, but it had to be done.
"I don't like you like that. I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking.", I say, I can hear him sighing on the other end.

"It's whatever. The kiss didn't mean anything.", He murmured. He sounded so hurt.
I felt terrible.

"Thank you, Harry. Bye!", I end the call before he can say any other word.

I held my heart. I felt so horrible.
I kissed him.

I decided to work on the editing again.
Suddenly, JJ's song starts playing. My stomach flips when I heard his voice after not hearing it for so long.
He's such a talented boy.

I want to talk to him. No, I need to talk to him. As I left my room, I felt sick. I was so nervous he wasn't gonna talk to me or that it'll end in an argument.

I knocked on his door just to be met with silence on the other side. I open his door with the initial thought that he was ignoring me. But he wasn't, he just wasn't in his room. He was gone. I'm so confused?

I pull my phone out, wanting to text JJ. But I totally forgot I ignored his messages the last few days.

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