Nostalgia

Pride...

This chapter was inspired by the pic above...
In case you can't see it above , it's at the end of the chapter....

Omniscient

"What the fuck do you want from me!!!"
Pac raised his voice beginning to become agitated.

"Huh, I've been nothing but good to you. I've done everything I'm suppose to do as a man. But, somehow that's not enough for you" he threw his hands up in the air out of frustration trying to get through to her.

The two lovers have been going back and forth for hours now at this point.

For the past almost week they've been arguing nonstop.

Both of them felt incredibly annoyed and misunderstood...

On Pac's behalf, he felt unappreciated. He loved Keisha beyond measure. There wasn't any limit of what he wouldn't do or go through to make sure she's happy and taken care of. On all levels mentally, financially, physically and emotionally.

But, for him it felt as though, he was putting out more than he was getting in return.

And, he was sick and tired of the games Keisha was playing. It seemed like he could only get but so far with her before she puts up this wall and shut him out.

And that translated in a few ways...

From her accusing him of cheating, when he never has or given her a reason to believe he was. Or her not fully opening up to him about her past.

It's like she was only ever willing to talk about the surface level stuff. Like, what school she went to and a little bit about her family. Or that at a young age she had to fend for herself and her siblings. But if he attempted to go deeper into her past, she completely shuts the conversation down.

He's tried to be patient with her and do things on her time. But, they've been together for 2 years now and he was tired of being patient.

Then, when he checks her on the way she acts, she either does one or two things:

Shut completely down, and don't want to communicate. Or, try to flip the script on him to make it seem like he's the one in the wrong, instead of taking accountability like a mature adult would and work on her issues.

He feels as though she uses her past traumas, as an crutch to justify her behavior.

But, today he's reached his breaking point. He didn't want to leave but, at some point something had to give.

"Oh my god" Keisha mumbles out. Closing her eyes rubbing her temples feeling a headache coming on.

Opening her eyes she turned to Pac, who was sitting on the other side of their master bedroom in a recliner. Leaning forward, with his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands trying to control his emotions.

"Pac I don't know what you want from me or what you want me to do. I-"

But before she could finish her sentence, he spoke up cutting her off.

"I want you to get your shit together and act like the grown woman that you are instead of a little ass girl" he said taking his face out of his hands to look at her.